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Hi everybody !

I am so, so sorry for not being there for so much time, I was pretty busy, and actually I still am, so I just thought i would share this with you as an appologize, and sorry if you already knew them ^^’ I just think they’re very underrated.

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I just watched the episode and all I can think of is…. How will Bill react ? How will the Doctor manage to keep saving worlds and what is that box ?! (not the Tardis… You know the box he has to … what’s the english word ? look after ? Anyway you know what I mean. In french i wanna say ‘la boîte qu’il surveille’)

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@missy

I cried during that episode too… Almost as much as for Doomsday… I miss clara so much, and I still can’t get over Rose yet.

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Hi everyone !

I just finished to catch up and now I am waiting for season 10 episode 4 to be in vostfr… And I am heart broken again by what just happen in season 9… No spoil but those who know will understand… I think ? And it led to me writing a small text… It’s not really related to Doctor Who so it’s not a fanfiction, but it’s not unlinked either… I just wanna know what you guys think about it.

As I laid my eyes on him the black raven of death flying around me became an eagle bringing light upon us, and he smiled at me while reaching out his hand. I took it and off we went, running like young fools.
All of this is a fading dream now. He is just a memory that became a story as the years went by. His gravestone looks just like the others, yet I could have recognised it between a thousand. He isn’t important to the universe, but for me, he is the most important thing in it. I wanted to be with him forever, and so did he, but one of us had to go first. We never took the time to think about what would happen to the other then. We were afraid, terrified of the never ending pain and suffering that follows the loss of a soulmate like this. Such a great love, that could only be followed by the darkest times. The black raven never dies.

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<span class=”useratname”>@whisht</span> Omg i’m so so sorry I never saw your msg here before! … I’m still learning to use a forum ^^”

I love the music you posted, I actually Oceans, somebody actually made a Doctor/Rose music video with this music and though I already liked the song and loved the ship (not just Ten/Rose, Doctor/Rose, I don’t understand people who cares about the character’s face) and this music video is gold. When it’s not 2am and a school day I’ll post it.

Omg I just realised : it’s 2am and I have school tomorow. One day I will understand that sleep is not a loss of time (I just watched the episode about that in season 9 XDDD and I still don’t get it apparently) it’s bad tomorow I won’t be able to stay awake during class and I have my french final exams in june…

Thankfully, there is some good music to keep myself calm.

Someone also made a DW video with this one but… I think I only liked it because I love the song and love the show…. It’s not of a very high quality…

Yeah, anyway, I have one music that I always listen to when I decide to doesn’t care and just have fun…. Please don’t let your brain melt if you’re used to old music ;D xp

I never understood half of the lyrics it’s way too fast but everytime he says “We’re getting 20% cooler” I’m just picturing my fandoms gradually evolving and becoming more powerful…

SPOILER ALERT (11th era)

 

Like just Rose meeting the Doctor at first, then Jack arrives and “We’re getting 20% cooler !” or 11 with Amy and then Rory starts travelling them and “We’re getting 20% cooler !” then badass things happen and “We’re getting 20% cooler !” and River arrives and is all badass and “We’re getting 20% cooler !” ok you get it I think… … I need to put a SPOILER ALERT on this… even if uh… These are not big  spoilers ? I don’t know… let’s just put it just in case.

Omg it’s my “coffee music” (the thing that can keep me awake for days. That and watching my favorite character getting his head mashed by a baseball bat. Yes I watch the walking dead. I never regretted it until that moment. Now I understand why there is an age limit on things. But it’s too late.. Omg NOW I know I must not ever getting attached to a character in an horror movie again.) Ok, sleep. Let’s find something to get me to sleep !

My friends that I got to watch Doctor Who says if the Doctor was human and a girl… He would be pretty much like me…. But a genius and little weirder. (This is scary. I’m so weird already XDD)

… I think Doctor Who drove me crazier than I already was. Can I think about anything else ?

First, the ground rules get established
Memory is historically inaccurate. (DONNA !)
But repetition, repetition seems (all the companions)
To find the melody’s secret  (RIVER)
Rooted, unchanged (The Doctor. Now excuse me I need to go cry in a corner.)

 

Ok I need something to comfort me now. (I’m never going to sleep or what ?)

This one !

….
that we may fall in love (Rose Tyler I..)

every time we open up our eyes (I just see the Doctor closing his eyes after saying goodbye on the beach)

I guess space and time (TARDIS ! :D)

takes violent things angry things (Not things. DOCTOR.)

and makes them kind (Not THEM ><‘ DOCTOR.)

Ok. Now you see my problem. Is it bad doctor? (That French expression is going to destroy my feels everytime someone will try to joke with me about it)

Really, it’s a problem. Each and every music I listen to remembers me of Doctor Who in a way. And the feels that come with it. It’s… Sometimes I am in public places !!! ><”

And sometimes my friends are like : hey Sarah are you alright ?

and I’m thinking : omg how do I explain that I am crying over fictionnal characters and fictionnal pain ?!

Ok enough. SLEEP NOW.

And sorry for babbling ^^”

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Ok I just found this one. I wish I could make music videos with my computer. I am thinking of asking my parents to buy me an app for my birthday…

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Hi !

I’m going to share some musics that make me think about Doctor Who…. And if you want, you can try and guess what remembers me of Doctor Who in it ? But I’m not sure you will like all of them.

This one isn’t just for the title. None of them are just for the title actually 😀

I’m trying to only share one music/group but it’s hard, there are so many music that remember me of Doctor Who !

Sleeping at last… One of the only things that calm my anxiety.

This one remembers me of so many characters… The Doctor is one of them.

This one… Omg. I don’t know if there are words to express how I feel about this song.

One last ? One last.

I love the :

Tell me true
My heart is new
My love has gone away

It express how the Doctor still miss Rose through the regenerations…

Well I let you find out how much these songs can talk about Doctor Who ! (if you want)

And I’d love to know if you like them too.

 

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I hope I knew that story of yours before the essay ’cause that was exactly what the teacher asked ! But I had to make it in 150 words and that was hard… Do I only talked about the good points.

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I can’t the exam was this afternoon

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The subject for the essay was : travelling by yourself can be a life changing experience.

I first thought about my grand parents who are almost crazy, going with only some clothes and money to africa or asia not really knowing where they’ll go (can be very dangerous but it’s amazing too so…)

anyway. Then I thought about Martha ! She became a soldier after travelling with the doctor but no she wasn’t by herself so it doesn’t count… But when the doctor is travelling alone…. It does count ! So I talked about that.

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do you think it’s ok if I make Doctor Who references in my english exam ? I think my teacher is a fan… I’m just not sure yet. He loves tv shows and UK so I assume he knows and likes Doctor who 😀

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@pedant I know I don’t live in fear but like I said before I day-dream a lot, and when the teacher explains something about terrorism my brain starts to simulate an attack and my emotions follow. yay.

The same thing happens in the car when my father drive a little to fast or when he tries to scare other drivers (omg I hate it when he does that) or in the bus… Like, I look at a child and around me and I start simulating a car accident, an attack, something that could go wrong, even something impossible. Just a situation. And I think about who save who, which one would care about the others, which one would have the courage to protect, and protect who. And as I look at the child I think about how far I could go to save one little child I don’t know a thing about.
Yeah, that’s the sort of weird things my brain does when I’m bored.
So no I don’t live in fear, I don’t think that is living in fear. XD
I don’t know what I could call that though. Living in the clouds ? (A french expression for day-dreaming)

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Oh waow thank you then but it’s ok I’m not offended ’cause everyone can be clumsy sometimes ^^”

All my friends hope that the adults will vote Macron in order to stop LePen.

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@bluesqueakpip Then what is it ?

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Who here watch teen wolf, sherlock, the walking dead, supernatural, riverdale, the magicians ?

(I think I’m forgetting some of the shows I like but there are so much I can’t remember all of them xD)

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Waow uh… What am I supposed to say ? Maybe Missy didn’t want to offend me but then she wouldn’t have said “no offense” so I don’t know it’s confusing…

Why are you fighting ?

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<p style=”text-align: left;”>yeah everyone thinks everyone will vote for Macron to prevent LePen from being president. I don’t think anything special, I can’t choose and none of them deserves trust… and did you hear Macron talking in english ! His accent is a disaster but hey at least he had a phone call with Obama !</p>
<p style=”text-align: left;”>…Seriously I don’t know a thing about politic but I hope I won’t die because crazy angry people attacked my school… My city arrested many terrorist and even stopped an attack but nobody talks about it no one wants people to get too scared because if they do they will vote LePen and we will have crazy angry people attacking anything they can more than ever.</p>
<p style=”text-align: left;”>I really don’t feel safe and at school we have some exercises, simulations with an alarm that goes off and it’s kinda the same as for the bombings… Scary, and we have to lay down, not make sound, block the door gor those near of it, close the curtains and all. In the end if terrorists attacked my school I would be waiting in the dark and the silence broken by the gun shots… Waiting for them to open the door and slaugher the whole class. Because seriously ? A table to stop them from coming in ? –“</p>
<p style=”text-align: left;”>But hey, when I’m scared I’m not numb like I thought I would. One time I walked in my brother’s bedroom and my mother was trying to kill him in his sleep (long, very long and complicated story) and I reacted fast I saved my bro ! No one knows what you can do when you are afraid. The Doctor is right : fear is a superpower.</p>
<p style=”text-align: left;”>… Omg what I just told you was creepy. Don’t worry about me my mother isn’t a serial killer xD</p>

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I didn’t understand the message… What’s the name of the fascist ?

Right now French people has to choose between a pretty young and a little handsome guy who doesn’t blink (but I don’t think it’s because he is afraid of the statues… He is weird. I feel very wrong about him like he is hiding something.) His name is Emmanuel Macron.

He is against a woman who doesn’t want any strangers in France she is really racist and kinda reminds me of a barking dog when she talks I don’t know why. She is mean, and cold (ok like almost everyone on this planet but she more than them) her only defense is very often attack because her plan doesn’t really please, the people who vote for her just fear terrorism… Her name is Marine Lepen.

So ? Which one is the less awful ?

And yeah I know France is screwed.

Is the French left me ? Oh my god I just read I don’t know how many fanfictions with the Doctor and Rose and my brain doesn’t want me to understand a simple message. I’m sorry ? (so so sorry as the Doctor would say)

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Do you guys follow the elections in France ? Because I would be interested in your opinion xD

Just know it’s only out of curiosity i’m only 16 I won’t even vote ! 😀

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@pedant Omg how do I stop laughing now ?! XDDD  … Wait, there is a very quick way. *go watch an episode of Doctor Who directed by Moffat*

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@myth96 Hi ! Welcome to the forum ! 😀 I’m sorry if I make mistakes with my english, i’m French ^^’

What’s your favorite doctor and what’s your favorite episode ? 😀

@mudlark archaeologist ? That’s amazing !!! I wanted to become one when I was a kid ! I love that job it seems so interesting and discovering things from the past, retrace History, it’s one of the best things to do in the world !

I like day-dreaming but my friends always laugh at me when I do that, because I do that everywhere, everytime they don’t let me talk during more that 2min… I talk to focus, because I have to make sentences that makes sense with the former one. The best to focus is to write in english, because I really have to focus on the words and all, so my mind can’t think about more than two or three things so I don’t start talking about something else completely different… Like I always do with my friends. So that’s why I never stop talking if nobody stops me.. It can be a problem ’cause some people hate me for that at school, finds me annoying and childish but that’s just because i’m always so happy to discover new things and to talk about things I like with my friends, like that one I mentionned earlier, he wanted to watch one episode of Doctor Who, just to stop me from asking him to, and he watched until he fell asleep on his computer.. At 1am, episode 7. I knew he was going to love it ! He didn’t know Nine, so he was surprised it wasn’t Ten, He thought there was only Ten Eleven and Twelve…. Does the internet not like Nine ? What did he do ? ><”

And he is going to like Jack soooo much ! First of all, that friend of mine likes boys. (it’s funny ’cause the whole school thinks we love each other XDD and we definitely don’t) Then, my friend is afraid of what people may think of him and Jack isn’t, so my friend will think he’s brave and all. Plus, who doesn’t like Captain Jack ? Nobody can resist him. Nobody minds XDDDDDDDDDDD

Ok, uh, I’m gonna stop talking because I wanna watch some doctor who episode before I have to go back to school at 13h10, and I really want to finish season 8 before Supernatural breaks my heart. Seriously sometimes I question my sanity, I only love the shows that hurt the most.

 

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@janetteb

Thank you I feel less alone now !

@ichabod Thank you to you too ! I really feel better now !

It doesn’t solve my problem though… In math class this morning the teachers kept calling me every 10min so I focus on the exercises… I didn’t do anything except drawing a TARDIS, some Bowties and Ten wearing 3D glasses… The guy sitting next to me asked why I didn’t draw Sherlock or Castiel anymore (he is fan of Sherlock bbc and Supernatural thanks to me) and I told him about doctor who… The first he does tonight is watch the first episode !

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Waow ! This is great ! I love differences ! They all are so interesting !

I am going back to school tomorow and I am in a boarding school so I don’t know if I will be able to talk during the week, sorry ^^’

It’s close to hell sometimes (school) because I’m in S (the scientific classes) and I am not very good at math… Well (WHY do I always hear Ten when I write that ?) not terrible, but I only survive and surviving only is not enough… I should work I know I should but I always find something so much more interesting and I end up not doing any homework… Then I start to stress and my breathing doesn’t work anymore and my heartbeat becomes weird and I can’t sleep and the only way to calm down is to watch Doctor Who or Supernatural or Sherlock or read, forget myself, focus on the story and all. But I can’t do that at school ! Well.. I do but I mean I can’t do that and listen !

Since I am a child people always say I’m on Pluto, or Mars, or another galaxy. It’s funny to hear and I wish I was (in the Tardis yeah !) but it can be very anoying when I need to listen but my brain doesn’t agree and find the class boring and a few minutes later (or more) I reconnect with reality and realised I missed a part I don’t understand. Thank you, brain.

You know it’s really a problem, I love it because it means I can never get bored if I don’t want to be, I can always use my imaginations or remember a story I like, it’s just… I can’t be at my best at school because of it. Do you guys have any idea to help me ? It’s ok to just tell me that it isn’t the place to ask those things XD

By the way, my little brother love doctor who so much that he watched all season 8 without me even if watching tv shows is for him a way to spend time with me… So he must really love it XD

I think of drawing tallies on him tonight… It would be so funny ! Should I ? x)

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Thank you, all of you, for welcoming me 😀

I’m glad my english in understandable !

@missy No, Matt Smith isn’t my favourite. He is second because David Tennant was so adorable I don’t think anyone will ever beat him XD I love all the faces of the Doctor of course but 10 was amazing. I like 11 too but that’s not a problem because hey, Time Lord, two hearts ! Two favourites !

I went to see what was on the music topic and there are only quite old music, not that I mind, but, why is that ? I am 17 by the way, and I am under the impression that you are older than me, am I right ? It’s not a problem I love talking with people that are not my age it’s always interesting but what is the average age here ? Just being curious ^^’ don’t reply if you don’t want to 😀

I just met 12 and he seems a bit… I don’t know if I’ll like him as much as the others… But hey, I hated Ten at first !

I’m like that… All the things I love, I hated them at first. My little brother is the only exception : I always loved him.

So.. First I hate them. Then I tolerate them, then I start missing them when they aren’t here, then I love them and I cry when I lose them or when they’re sad… That happens a lot with Doctor who, more than any other show, and I don’t understand why, but maybe it’s just because the characters are so colorful and magic and extraordinary  and… I was saying something about music. Do you mind if I share the music I like even you prefer another kind of music ? Like, I love rock and instrumental music, and I am pretty good to find some reference to any story I’m inlove with at the moment (right now : Doctor Who). But I don’t like meaningless music like most people my age if you feared that 😀

There are some songs I liked before, now I can’t listen to them without crying because they make me think about Rose and the Doctor and that’s really heart breaking sometimes, how the lyrics match perfectly their story (or is it just me ?) I just want to share that. So is this alright ?

It might be important to tell you that it is my first time on a forum ^^” (I think it explain why I’m asking all that doesn’t it ? XD)

 

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@craig Yeah I think I will, but only when my heart will have stopped hurting so much each time I think about Ten. It’s just too much right now, I hope it will get better with time, but right now it’s hell… I mean real life really became hell !

For exemple : in the street, I sometimes stop because I think I saw the Tardis or Eleven (at least I don’t have hallucinations of Ten) but it doesn’t last, it’s just be, being really really tired and way too much obsessed XDD and I was in town with my friends yesterday and we went to a place where there was three statues.. And I could look at all of them at the same time and I became more and more nervous, so much that at some point my bff asked me “Ok, why are you staring at the satues and why are you afraid ?” and I tried to explain the Weeping Angels. Oh, I truly tried, and that just finished by my friends thinking the Whovians are weirdos scared of statues, and ready to jump in a blue box with a mad man who has two hearts… I laughed but.. Really ? Why does everyone around me make fun of that show ? What the point ? Can’t they see how amazing and magic all that stuff is ? Can’t they see how beautiful it all is ? It makes me so sad and angry when they start laughing at what I’m so desesperatly trying to explain. Like : “how can you cry at the death of a character you hate and wanted dead ?!”

Because doctor who. And because the Master…. Wait why no one ever asked Master who ?

And I still don’t understand how doctor who can make me cry so much. I don’t cry easily even if I watch and read really sad stuff, but doctor who, since Rose on Bad Wolf beach, is the show that made me cry the most. My mom is starting to worry about me because I seem depressed and eat less when an episode go wrong. When Ten died I just didn’t ate dinner XDD Wait is that the kind of thing I can write about him ? How I reacted ? How much I miss him ? But I miss him and at the same time i kinda like Eleven too… I didn’t know how to choose a favorite, then I remembered : TIMELORD ! Two hearts ! So it’s ok if I have two favorites ! And I can still live with only one heart beating, not for long but it will be ok, Martha or Amy will make it beating again <3 😀 <3

My friends also thinks that I was sane before I watched Doctor Who. And I can assure you I wasn’t. In real life I am just a little better than the Doctor at interacting normaly with people. But I don’t lick things. Not all the time.

I really wanted Eleven to like the cube during that episode uh… Invasions of the cubes ? I don’t remember its name but it’s the one when the doctor live a year with the Ponds.

Is there a place to talk about Superwholock here ?

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@craig I don’t understand… Write something about him ? Like what ? Anything I want ? A tribute (is that the correct word ?) ? And I know he didn’t die… But Eleven is not the same, and Twelve won’t (or wont ?) be either. The face, the personality, and Eleven doesn’t say Allons-y and that was French and so lovely to hear I miss it but I will also miss the Geronimo thing XD

Yeah it makes sense… For us, the ones who watched and just knows. But I tried to explain to my best friend and she watched the first episode of 2005dw and she’s still at the stage : “Living… Living plastic Sarah ! How can you believe in that show ? My brain hurts !” And I am very patient and I understand it’s hard at first but she just can’t move on and keep watching…

On the other hand my brother.. (He’s like my Sammy, you know Supernatural ?) My little brother loves the show… He doesn’t watch in order, only knows Nine from the second episode and Eleven, all season 6 and half season 7, just saw Ten in picture and thinks he can have a favorite (Eleven) but I understand why he doesn’t want to watch the seasons where Ten is there, it’s because there is NO. VOSTFR. That is very annoying because at 8pm it’s ok I understand what they’re saying, but when it’s 2am and the doctor is talking fast and with complicated words… My brain is dying and begging me to just go to sleep and I am talking way too much right now I’m sorry I hope you’ll get used to it… I talk a lot. And I can’t stop myself ^^’

sorry ?

And forgive my brother, he’s just a child for now, and I am very proud of his english skills 😀

And I have a very important question : Is my english alright ?

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@craig Oh thank you ! I’m so happy it’s the right place ! And is there a special place to go if you can’t stop yourself from crying everytime you think about Ten ? Because the episode he died truly broke my heart…

All over the world ? (I wish it was all over the universe but… Yeah, too soon or too fictional I suppose XD) Where are you from then ?

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Hi !

I’m Zeyra (I think you can read that…) And I’m a new member, I apologize now for all the times I will not use correct english, because I am French ^^”

I am watching Doctor Who since a few weeks and I started because I  thought it was a funny show. I am stupid I know. But I don’t regret it anyway ! I am at season 7 ep 8, just met Clara and she seems cool ! I don’t really know what I’m supposed to tell you here but my friends doesn’t watch DW so i need people to talk about it with… Did I found the right place ? Because if not just tell me XD

I really love that show, even if I avoided it during long time, telling myself it wasn’t a good show, but maybe I just wasn’t ready for the awesomess (is that a word ?) of it !! I just hope to make some new friends here 😀

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