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hey everyone 🙂 how are you all 🙂

I am keeping up to date on Marvel Shows and Film news ha I haven’t done this before in previous years apart from knowing of a few films here and there I was planning to see but really looking forward to whats next 🙂

I hear there’s another SpiderMan film on the way maybe few years but that’s quick we just got one kinda crazyness how many SpiderMen films we’ve had in recent years but so far I have enjoyed all the ones I have seen and I reckon its gonna be another Sony led film and I look forward to it 🙂

Take care everyone stay positive hugs 🙂

Regards – Declan Sargent

[Oochillyo @replies]

hey everyone 🙂 how are you all 🙂

I’m reading this new X Men Comic 🙂 (online) and its really beautiful the artwork and clours its like classic mixed with modern style and reminds me a lot of painting and like fill in the number painting as a kid 🙂

I’ve been stuck on the same page for over 10 minutes and the dialogue below which I just got to and couldn’t get through.

Since we are going out soon and I’m just struggling with the pace and words/boldness all in my head I am just gonna try later and wasn’t gonna post since about to go out but I’m enjoying this book a lot nice action and characters so far and like I said the colours and style is soo beautiful I wanted to share with you all 🙂

Sometimes the style and look of the comic is the attracting hook that you read for, certainly with me the look /art style can stop me from reading further if at all though this one is beautiful and easy to settle into.

X-Men: Life Lessons Full | ReadAllComics

Take care everyone stay positive hugs 🙂

Regards – Declan Sargent

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hey everyone 🙂 how are you all 🙂

hey @missy 🙂 how are you 🙂

We watched it in school , I guess on IPlayer as I’m pretty sure it was there at some point, the Teacher just had the show ready to go but it wasn’t Netflix at the time , we watched a lot of films and T.V. shows,  some of the films were Blade Runner , Pan’s Labyrinth , City of God  which was nice to hear Portuguese 🙂 Rebel Without a Cause 🙂

I don’t know how they do it but has film teachers (we had 3) and having to study about 14 films and couple shows they have some way to show classic to modern films and shows 🙂

I also bought the DVD  boxset for that show for extra study at home 🙂

Currently we don’t have a DVD Player which I hope we get so can watch the 3 original Indian Jones films with friends 🙂 I bought the box set for that like few years ago 🙂 and then recently saw there was a boxset with films 1-4 ha 🙂

Take care everyone stay positive hugs 🙂

Regards – Declan Sargent

[Oochillyo @replies]

hey everyone 🙂 how are you all 🙂

My fav ‘book’ well story is Doomsday on Demand the chose your own adventure story that’s an app on phone, I have mentioned it a few times and there’s a part two 🙂

But my fav book book is the only book I’ve finished properly since I was a kid as I mentioned – X Men House Of M 🙂

This was my first comic book ever and having Wolverine in it and obviously being and X Men book I got it and loved it 🙂

Its kinda surreal seeing the pages again (while making sure all is there) online  🙂 , trying to work out which X Treme X Men comic issue I was reading the other day through comparison on Youtube videos when I was looking for reviews  and only a small channel video matched up was bit strange experience but no where close to this I literally have this book upstairs and I love it 🙂

I have a few comics and some New Mutants 🙂 but so far this is my fav Comic Book and fav X Men Book/Comic though X Treme X Men may get there 🙂

So I wanted to share and here is a link to it then scroll down and go through the issues 🙂

The status quo is shifted from the start of the book in but I cant talk much about that without giving it away but just so you know 🙂 its a very famous story line in X Men but don’t worry if your fresh to what happens in the book.

House of M v1 #1 | ReadAllComics

I hope you enjoy and there’s other great storylines House of X and Powers of X focusing on Cyclops but I don’t have those everyone says there very good but I am looking at other X Men stories currently and don’t know as much about them so I haven’t linked those but search Youtube if you wanna know more about them 🙂

Take care everyone stay positive hugs 🙂

Regards – Declan Sargent

[Oochillyo @replies]

hey everyone 🙂 how are you all 🙂

hey @missy how are you 🙂 , whats your fav series/season of that show , I have very hollow memories of the show cause it was soo long ago for me and like I didn’t really wanna keep going after working on it soo hard for school exams but I would be alright re entering that world if you wanna discuss it just not sure where to start apart from I love London 🙂 and Idris is a terrific actor and lovely guy 🙂 all the Children in Need work come to mind 🙂 in addition to him helping a bunch of teenagers like gain confidence ect in his hard but over all for the greater good of these teenagers show he had like taking them boxing and health training I guess at least they have a community so yeah I was like I know he’s a good guy but I doubted myself cause of all the times I’ve seen that actor angry but that is in film roles and other points where it makes sense so totally got confused but yeah is he sweet 🙂

Take care everyone 🙂 stay positive hugs 🙂

Regards – Declan Sargent

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hey everyone 🙂 how are you all 🙂

Is there any good theme songs or tunes you enjoy in video games or perhaps films would be easier 🙂

Silent films were the start and now it seems all media unless purposely has music and its soo important to the feel tone and our memory of things like the Mario tune or in horror films 🙂

So what music tune/theme do you enjoy and where’s it from 🙂

Take care everyone stay positive hugs 🙂

Regards – Declan Sargent

[Oochillyo @replies]

hey everyone 🙂 how are you all 🙂

hey @dentarthurdent what authors do you like to read book all kinds of stories from 🙂 also what kinda of books do you enjoy, do you have specific favoured tastes or anything could be gold dust for you in terms of reading 🙂

Thank you for your kind message before and hope we can talk books though I still haven’t finished a single proper book so you probs know lots more sweet authors and books than me 🙂

Take care everyone stay positive hugs 🙂

Regards – Declan Sargent

[Oochillyo @replies]

hey everyone 🙂 how are you all 🙂

Had dinner lovely pasta and chicken fillet thingys 🙂

So I wanted to say but had to pause for dinner what characters are you looking forward to seeing in new X Men projects or any other projects in Marvel and DC 🙂 I would like Sage, Chamber, maybe a film with Legion in but the TV show was soo great and designed for T.V. not sure what they could do better with him in film, maybe another go with the New Mutants characters cause their comic is good but the film I think its half liked half not.

I’m really looking forward to what new to live action characters we get to see in these up coming Marvel films especially in X Men 🙂

Hopefully we branch out from the main group of Jean Professor X ect in some of these films and shows, there’s lots of potential and story lines that would be sweet if we get to see the wider world of X Men 🙂 and mutants in general 🙂

For DC I’m not as knowledgeable with characters maybe some solo shows about certain characters and then a big Batman and friends vs Joker and friends I know this seems like Marvel Avengers but that sort of step by step to a bigger arc may work well 🙂

Poison Ivy, Man Bat, maybe even Killer Croc are the characters I would like to see more of in film/T.V. in some way maybe like in a vein similar to those Marvel specials or solo stories leading to team up 🙂

P.S  I was wondering if anyone knows who Magento’s Daughter (Nina) in X Men Apocalypse is meant to be , I tried searching for answers when I realized Nature Girl has the same powers as the daughter character in the film but with extra elements.

Polaris is Magento’s daughter and Google said even though her green hair is part of her mutation she has no nature powers at all just as I thought. Polaris has magnetic powers like her Father Magento and maybe some other elements but the character of Polaris and the Nina in the Apocalypse film are two different people with different names and I don’t know why or why they chose Nina in those film scenes unless its a concrete development in Magento stories like Spider Man losing Uncle Ben.

They had Quicksilver seeking Magento in that film after finding out that’s his Dad and themes of sticking with your family no matter what’s happend is in the film yet this daughter character (Nina) is not Polaris even if it were a younger version cause of the different powers.

I don’t know if she features in the lore/comics especially in the Apocalypse story line in comics but mainly wondering who is this Nina character, is she important lore wise if not why is she the only daughter of Magneto we have seen in life action films therefore the general audience who may not know of Polaris or Nina’s lore which includes me in that case goes around since the film has been out thinking Nina is Magento’s daughter who we didn’t get to see much of and like me will be confused later on when learning of Polaris and Nina not being mentioned or show to the same extent as the other Magento children.

Does someone here know whats the answers to these questions ?

Thank you 🙂

Take care everyone stay positive hugs 🙂

Regards – Declan Sargent

[Oochillyo @replies]

hey everyone 🙂 how are you all 🙂

I’ve been reading comics and finding a lot of sweet new charaters or ones I knew of but like better now 🙂

For instance I didnt realse how cool Sage was – I heard of that mutant in like a top ten strange powers or such video and didnt seem a popular character but I thought cool mutant looks like a spy and her powers are sweet but I thought thats it, she is like super smart and rapid reaction times cause her brain opperates like a super computer and due to that and her look the character now reminds me of Matrix and Trinity 🙂 but reading some issues yesterday and today a much cooler mutant/character and has far more powers and high level training to boot.

Really like this character 🙂 also reading few issues of diffrent books ect and discovred this charater Nature Girl who has like antlers in her head like Sweet Tooth in a way 🙂 and has really sweet nature powers even gelocial affecting powers 🙂

I think I like awesome powers more than look of the character such as Havox disc rings looked amazing in the film and is a sweet power but also if the character has a cool look something unquie or not human you know espically if they have typiccal powers written typically like with flight powers lot of comic / film characters in and outside of X Men can fly but like Banshee who flys by sonic screams now thats sweet 🙂

But if the character as I said has like typical powers written typically the look is important for me well maybe the character is awesome but straight away I don’t know that but if there’s just something interesting about their design I like that a lot 🙂

Wolverine when I watched the first X Men film I didn’t know of these characters or anything X Men but having Wolverine near the start and his bladed claws appearing that was awesome and was the start of liking that character and X Men as a whole 🙂

I think Stan Lee who I’ve been watching Interviews of recently he listened to the public with like Spider Man ect if I haven’t got that wrong but he was very aware of the look of characters being important in addition to how to make the reader or viewer care about them through like humanizing the character putting them in our shoes like every day problems we can relate with such as Spider Man being bullied or struggling with rent he really understood how to unlock our love for the character 🙂

Take care everyone 🙂

Stay Positive hugs 🙂

Regards – Declan Sargent

[Oochillyo @replies]

hey everyone 🙂 how are you all 🙂

I may get back into writing soon I guess, sometimes I think its not good enough / who is gonna read and other times word doesn’t save it so just been taking a break and more happy working on my X Men team / power ideas.

I was wondering if any of you are writing your own stories and maybe suggest working together like fusing stories together maybe that could be cool and doesnt have to permentantly affect your stories I understand their important to you and how you wanna tell them.

Take care everyone stay positive hugs 🙂

Regards – Declan Sargent

[Oochillyo @replies]

hey everyone 🙂 how are you all 🙂

I love Marvel 🙂 Dc I can watch some I think like Batman is nice I saw the funny classic batman film and loved it 🙂

Marvel I don’t know just seem to have the best characters or ideas but maybe I should check DC more plus I have this massive Batman book kina hard back comic book but it was soooo wordly and not very pagy ha that’s not a word but should be ha anyway I think I read 1 or 2 pages and that was enough for then it was look a proper book but more wordy who back story of Batman and soo much.

Few years back on the plane to Australia yay 🙂 ps I don’t really wanna go there again with all the poisonous animals, a cow on our friends farm that was after me good thing for fences 🙂 ect and the fact I nearly drowned there with my Brother and the terrible sun burn and the fact we may have had the most dangerous spider in our camper van one night and my Mum may have seen it on me and brushed it off what a close call wow but I am sure there is nice elements to all places apart from Bancock cause I felt like I was dying there immediately massive headache and the pollution affecting me more than most cause medical reasons and the heat and the smell I hope people can have better lives there and they improve the living and working conditions there but it was the worst place I’d ever been to in my life.

But on the big plane journey there you get a working T.V. with films yay 🙂 and music yay 🙂

We watched lots of films listen to music even had games 🙂 my Mum even cried at this cute doggy film they always get you don’t they ha 🙂

Then I was looking around oh this was the same plane ride I watched Logan for the first time. Now had school this scary teacher who is like a mirror image of my scary at times Brother in every possible way and action well him and this student Elliot kept going on about Logan how amazing it was and can this kid get the programme for my teacher and I was happy they found common ground and this Logan sounded interesting I mean if my English / later Film / teacher loves it it must be good and I had no idea what it was

Then on that plane few years later I guess I saw Logan and it was Wolverine story and woah as Wolverine is my fav and had been for years this was amazing and yeah I nearly cried on the plane but everyone was sleeping so I held my tears maybe a few round the eyes but yeah that’s my Logan experience 🙂

And then on the plane which was first who knows I watched Legion (2 fresh X Men experiences on the same plane flight what a treat 🙂 ) and it was soooo awesome and unique I watched a lot of it and had no idea this was Marvel/X Men related until much later and that’s cool and I loved the show 🙂 and the main actor 🙂 and had no idea I was watching a show about this insanely powerful mutant son of Professor X but there we go I guess Marvel follows me or I follow it and my tastes let me enjoy Marvel and skip other things I don’t wanna taste like the equivalent of green soup to lovely always lovely Pasta 🙂

Take care everyone 🙂 thanks for listening enjoy what you like and don’t let others say no way just enjoy 🙂 and find new things you will enjoy even if you don’t realise what it is at the time enjoy the mystery dish that’s delicious 🙂 hugs 🙂

Regards – Declan Sargent

[Oochillyo @replies]

hey everyone 🙂 how are you all 🙂

hey @dentarthurdent 🙂 your words are soo kind 🙂

I’ve been reading comic issues and one was 64 pages or such and I got close to half way then went onto others.

One was 21 issues long and I aimed for 7 issues that day but got to 5 but that’s a lot as I said and I was happy like each issues is maybe 30 pages who knows so its a lot and much bigger volume of the 64 page one 🙂

I may have mentioned but I never was a reader like I wanted new books then when I try and new book eventually I get fed up with it and just reading was like a torture you know and others in my class read whole books in a day and me like 3 or so pages before I gave up on most and others I just got tired of eventually.

Then later on when reading comics in my room at night I developed reading problems and that slowed everything down made it really annoying tiring and like if I wouldn’t sleep I always knew trying a book would work ha cause just instantly tired me out reading even comics.

I struggled with moving through words, feeling like I didnt understand what I was reading like I wouldn’t remember and so had to re read over and again and problems doing that and concentrating all lead to broken reading issues I guess and like my first comic I got which I love X Men House of M I think one of the houses ha I loved it but even that took me soo long to get through. Probs one of the first books I’d ever finished apart from like when I was 5 ish Biff and Chip ha 🙂

But now not much to do or go ect no bike I try reading and getting better and pushing myself to keep reading the comics for example and get through my isses which still happen a lot.

Its like now when reading comics it can go really well and if it does I can get through kinda quick a few pages you know but if I stop if a word gets me like I feel I didnt understand the word ect I have to re read the whole speech bubble or maybe the whole page and the same word can trip me up or I just completly lose it and get soo stuck on the same speech bubble or page for ages.

Happend the other day took like 30 mins to read one comic page and I dread the pages with big word bubbles but yeah I still get stuck and I always feel like I have to read it both in my head and out loud in a way but quiet cause dont wont people to know I am reading so I speak the words aswell and the Bold words I dont know if your meant to say them strongly cause others comic videos I watch nobody does but I do otherwise why are they in Bold and I feel if I dont get the speed of the text and the sound like volume it would be right I have messed up and have to re read it soo all this trying to get everything perfect first time and my sort of habits of trying to fix it when I dont feel its perfect and the reading issues then my mouth getting try as it used to when I read at night all effecting speech ect I know it sounds stupid but these issues are true to me I developed them couple years back while reading comics and same happens in books but I am less critical I think when reading books but still slow and often lack interest so overall I am improving but these are the main draw backs of my reading ability let alone if I have the passion or interest in a book.

Its like I can enjoy the book and fly by few pages and keep going if I like it or I can enjoy the book but be like turtle slow and blocked by all these speech and brain reading problems. I dont know how to explain I was gonna try but its like you can watch a film and its easy peasy 🙂 or you can watch the same film while reading subtitles I know this is kinda different and I do it a lot know with learning Portuguese in Spanish speaking T.V. shows but its like that its either easy or the words and sentences slow you down as you concentrate really hard on them and feel like your not understanding so have to re listen re read and thats how it is for me with books especially comic books but I find I read more comics than books cause like the pages the colours art , less words even though sometimes its extreme and like the characters espically anything with Wolveirne 🙂 but my reading issues are more present there than books that take me many years to read but still haven’t completed 1 proper book ha

I can read letters normally read the things on the board at school normally and my book its just books and comics maybe its the fact I dont know whats gonna happen next from word to word or just the fear and lack of interest I grew up with in books but I loved comics later so I dont know, I dont even know if my reading issues I’ve developed have a medical term for them or cases of it maybe its just me and seems strange to others I’ve developed reading issues and ones that dont occurs when writing or reading this for example.

Who knows the teenage brain changes a lot its kinda like a re set and this is when I was getting back into books well comics the only books I really could read at the time and Doomsday on Demand was amazing 🙂 an app chose your own adventure book but maybe that’s when my brains was shifting a bit ha and getting back to reading after soo long and a new way to read in comics shifted things and I developed all these reading hurdles.

Lucky so far I can still read to others well I hope so ha and hopefully one day my children 🙂

Take care everyone stay positive hugs 🙂

Regards – Declan Sargent

[Oochillyo @replies]

hey everyone 🙂 how are you all 🙂

I currently don’t have Netflix or similar and maybe be years and years if I go for it but just wondering is there much like classic shows there I think classic movies are there but T.V. shows from lets say 80’s to early 2000’s

I guess the popular stuff is always gonna be there but like Malcom in The Middle or My Name Is Earl less remembered or talked about shows.

I guess if I got Disney plus it would be for all the Marvel shows and films , Netflix for films too but show’s wise I’ll find things I like but the variety of good classic shows I wonder do any of you know how Netflix ect is with that

Thank you 🙂

Take care everyone stay positive hugs 🙂

Regards – Declan Sargent

[Oochillyo @replies]

hey everyone 🙂 how are you all 🙂

I heard a remix or re make on the radio of Time after Time few days back.

It was soo sweet, like the classic song is good but this was upbeat had really nice sounds in the base I loved it 🙂

I tried today searching all possible remakes ect of that song and maybe 1 good version but I couldn’t find the perfect one.

(5800) Time After Time – YouTube

(5800) Time After Time – Jonah Baker ft. Music Travel Love (Cyndi Lauper Cover) – YouTube

If anyone has an idea that would be nice – It was a male voice , mainly a solo artists I believe it was kinda like beach up beat happy feel to the music 🙂

I don’t really expect anyone to find it without just having me listen to a ton of versions and I tried and I normally find songs just like Calm Down song heard on the radio 2 times weeks apart, nearly forgot to look for it but I found that easy, but a remix of a song soo tricky cause soo many versions your not looking for the main song you know

Does anyone have any good remixes / remakes of music they wanna share 🙂

Ooo wow there’s a Jennifer Connelly tribute one woah 🙂

Didn’t even realize how long she’s been acting for but this is sweet , easily became one of my fav actress’s from Career Opportunities music montage and Snow Piercer and the Labyrinth realization 🙂

This is sweet 🙂

(5800) Cyndi Lauper • Time After Time || Jennifer Connelly • Evolution Age – YouTube

A Flock Of Seagulls – Space Age Love Song – YouTube

Take care everyone 🙂 stay positive hugs 🙂

Regards – Declan Sargent

[Oochillyo @replies]

hey everyone 🙂 how are you all 🙂

I’ve been reading a lot of comic issues recently 🙂

About 2 I really enjoy and gonna keep going with the issues whilst still looking around 🙂

Yesterday I read 5 issues in one day which is a lot and that was cool 🙂

Mostly focusing on X Men comics at the moment, I have a few none X Men comics but if I am looking around its likely X Men 🙂

Ooo I found Xtreme X Men and it looks really cool plus nice characters you don’t get often.

Its tricky here as I may have said before or just to friends, book shops and libraries here have like 0.00001 percent English written books and the shop we went to recently all the comics were Portuguese so its tricky but online comics is sweet 🙂

Still working on my own team and really enjoy it 🙂

Take care everyone stay positive hugs 🙂

Regards – Declan Sargent

[Oochillyo @replies]

hey everyone 🙂 how are you all 🙂

I’m not sure if I’ve talked about this before but either way I want to talk about it ha 🙂

I love the Bravest Warriors 🙂 its a cartoon series probs was on T.V. at some point I dont know but I used to watch it soo much and its a recent discovery 🙂

Its like got that vibe of Adventure Time

You can search it on Youtube I’m totally sure of the order of eps/series its really tricky to find out and I’m sure the show stopped couple years back which is a shame but soo cool and worth it if you like cartoon/ space/fantasy , a team working together in crazyness situations and over arcing mystery 🙂

Its really funny and charming too 🙂

Love the character of Beth 🙂

I might ever just write stories like this for my own X Men team ideas would be pretty sweet and funny 🙂

Take care everyone stay positive hugs 🙂

Regards – Declan Sargent

 

[Oochillyo @replies]

hey everyone 🙂 how are you all 🙂

Well I watched a lot of films yesterday pretty much none stop films till night time where a few series were consumed as they say ha food gets everywhere 🙂

I was gonna post about the shared actors in one of the films but I’ll do that tomorrow I guess 🙂 just want happy as much as possible today 🙂

I watched Happy Valley or Valley Girls yeah I think Happy Valley is the Police show so that’s getting me confused ha , it was like modern day parent talking to their teenage daughter about their life in the 80’s. I’ve seen a few films like that and at first this one was too cheesy but I liked it a lot in the end and was smiling happy 🙂

It was like a film/musical at the same time ha any time anyone says something there would be a musical number with classic 80’s songs which I knew pretty much all of them 🙂 so now I’ve got 80’s music in my head.

Yeah it was pretty nice guess the lesson is things dont always go the way you thought they would and I am convinced Jack Paul was in the show ha 🙂

I do wonder if the 80’s were always that vibrant and movie like ha cause some real life recordings of people hanging out at that time well its not party every second but you know I would like to be in the 80’s for lots of reasons plus Bay Watch keeps saying they are in the 90’s but I think they started in the 80’s who knows but its sweet and that time period is sweet 🙂

Take care everyone stay positive hugs 🙂

Regards – Declan Sargent

[Oochillyo @replies]

hey everyone 🙂 how are you all 🙂

Well it said my message may have double glad its all good though 🙂

My laptop is kinda slow/lagging these days, couldn’t get a post through the other day cause things kept crashing when I was trying to look up names of actors ect

I don’t know why I didn’t mention but one of my fav Police shows as well as Sweeney is Inspector Morse 🙂 and the like follow up show.

I love that show 🙂 watched like soo many episodes when in England few months back like most days and soo good then I accidently got to the final episode and I was very sad but still glad its there you know 🙂

I love the characters and the actors and few were in other shows like Sweeney ect so love seeing them again 🙂

If it hasn’t become clear I’m gonna try and post something at least something every day this Month, haven’t been here in like over half a year and wanna make up for that and wanna talk with you all and share opinions recommendations ect so even like the other day where I didn’t know much about theater or yesterday where my laptop just wouldn’t let me find what I needed without crashing and so I thought of a different topic I am gonna keep trying something every day 🙂

Kinda tricky actually finding 1 thing when you have soo many ideas but you wanna separate them by days like I know would I wanted to talk about today and yesterday I wasn’t sure anymore when my laptop was not working gonna be fun right 🙂

Take care everyone stay positive hugs 🙂

Regards – Declan Sargent

[Oochillyo @replies]

hey everyone 🙂 how are you all 🙂

I just realized I’ve got Sweet Tooth mixed up with Chew ha , I know of both and cause the food connections in the titles and premise of Chew I got bit confused oh well I hope to enjoy Sweet Tooth comics and the show if I ever get the opportunity 🙂

Sweet Tooth reminds me of that Fall Out Boy – Were Going Down song ha 🙂

Well I wake up this Morning and the fresh air smelled like lemons and cough sweets ha so its all food related today 🙂

Take care everyone stay positive hugs 🙂

Regards – Declan Sargent

[Oochillyo @replies]

hey everyone 🙂 how are you all 🙂

Has anyone seen the T.V. series Sweet Tooth based on the comics 🙂

I was wondering if its good especially compared to the comic source material.

I have the Sweet Tooth Comics 🙂 but no Netflix ect currently though if I do at some point is it worth the watch or best to have one only, like sometimes when you read a book and watch the show and vise versa it can disappointing and I don’t want that especially for a cool idea such as Sweet Tooth 🙂

Thank you 🙂

Take care everyone stay positive hugs 🙂

Regards – Declan Sargent

[Oochillyo @replies]

hey everyone 🙂 how are you all 🙂

hey @dentarthurdent how have you been 🙂

Yes but I think its a bit like Polar Express love that film 🙂 with Tom Hanks 🙂

Everything is frozen so ocean dont stop motion ha

Its actually pretty good maybe I wanted different but how they do it is nice and I guess I like more action after going through a tons of eps of a show but when it happens it can be good 🙂

A few characters keep me interested 🙂 as well as big train ha but also Jennifer Connelly is great bit like literally had the name in Water of Mars the Captain but young and like physical brutal too.

P.S. there are a few more famous faces you’ll recognise and used well 🙂

Don’t have Netflix now but I got to where things start to shift lets say 🙂

Take care everyone stay positive hugs 🙂

Regards – Declan Sargent

[Oochillyo @replies]

hey everyone 🙂 how are you all 🙂

So looking back through the film section just checking out the films being mentioned and also some T.V. series’s 🙂

I’ve watched a lot of Snow Piercer since being here in my family’s house when I had the first major chance to Netflix like ever and I binged Snow Piercer and finished a few films but when I hear people mention Snow Piercer which I haven’t finished at all even when speedy binging (cause we were gonna move so that’s why I was being speedy when I got the chances) it sounds completely different and has actors like Chris Evans you say and many actors people mention in the show I haven’t seen yet and never knew they were in the show and thinking when do they show up and your post @Criag says US version so are there 2 different versions ?

I think I’m on seasons 3-4 but its been months have to check.

The main reasons I watched cause I love trains – snow – trains smashing through snow ha and I love Jennifer Connelly from Career Opportunities and always delighted when finding a film or T.V. show she’s in such as Alita Battle Angel 🙂

When finding the name of that film I looked in her wiki films list and bingo 🙂 when I became aware of Jennifer Connelly from Career Opportunities and recent films I thought she always looked like she would be the same actress from Labyrinth but I thought I heard different somewhere but now its right 🙂 and I am happy and amazed I guess that’s the first time I knew about this actress watched Labyrinth ages ago and it kinda freaked me out and then a second time still a bit nerve shilling but fun and glad its her she was sweet in that and her acting skills now are great 🙂

Wow Labyrinth  was released in Portugal 🙂 makes me love the film more and Jennifer Connelly 🙂

Happy times 🙂

Take care everyone stay positive hugs 🙂

Regards – Declan Sargent

[Oochillyo @replies]

hey everyone 🙂 how are you all 🙂

I’m happy to be back even though I was back yesterday I still mean it truly and hope I am not too much of a hassle , I talk too much cause I don’t really have anyone to talk to and so when I have someone or this community for example I over do it with sharing my thoughts ect like I have been with a friend of recent since all my others friends seemed to disappear and here is very isolating and lonely – kinda the reason I am back while trying to avoid Doctor Who don’t trying to find friends and a place to be you know missed this and all your talks and whats going on with you all 🙂 hugs and love 🙂

I was just thinking how I will probs be mid 20’s 25 maybe when re engaging with Who fully and how I just turned 21 few weeks back kinda crazyness how time flies and I started who when I was likely 5 and nearly 20 years well it will likely be 20 years later when I am back and just getting to 20 seemed crazy and was really scary for me but its like my Dad was born around the time of Doctor Who and Who is nearly 60 which means so is he and that’s scary and New Who nearly 20 years going woah time flies – just like being 4/5 my memories kicked in and being 10 was a big step amazing teacher my first love and that’s over 10 years ago now I am over double that in age I even messaged the girl before my Birthday cause felt like the time passing was important and like I said in others pasts were more than half way through the year and close to 60th and I could have easily gone a whole year not being here with you all trying to avoid Who but I ended up avoiding my friends love you all 🙂

Take care everyone stay positive hugs 🙂

Regards – Declan Sargent

[Oochillyo @replies]

hey everyone 🙂 how are you all 🙂

Sofa 11 wow with the amount of sofas we go through we could start a sofa store haha 🙂

I’m gonna put my feet up as some would say and I bet the sofa here is more enjoyable and comfy than our sofas in our new home that are two short and too small for me and Molly and brick like at both ends ha.

I went shopping while typing this so I don’t know what I was planning to say ha

So far I have gone lot of 5th and 4th Doctor and bit 6/7th and I know there were lot of different show runners and styles at the time transitioning to JNT but pretty much all of 5th era I’ve enjoyed so far and I need to re fresh when it swapped from like Hinchcliff episodes to all JNT but I love a lot of 4th Doctor eps as well in addition to loving Tom Baker 🙂 the stories are really good 🙂

I know a lot of the reasons GNT wasn’t popular and what happened ect but at least so far 4th and 5th era is great to me with 6th being more tricky to find eps I can carry on with.

You know we had the guy who wrote Nightmare in Silver his name is totally blank to me whoops – I watch a writing help video that he made and he’s really great ofcourse so I would love James Gunn to run or have some episodes in Doctor Who 🙂 he has done the Guardians of the Galaxy films and everything he creates film wise everyone seems to love and I love too and Guardians is soo sci fi fun adventure in a way would love James to run Doctor Who 🙂 after RTD of course or like Neil Gammon that’s it ha – I had to type Sandman into YouTube not even press search and the name just clicked – association is part of how memory works but I would love James to run the show afterwards or create some episodes while RTD is still in charge 🙂

Take care everyone stay positive hugs 🙂

Regards – Declan Sargent

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hey everyone 🙂 how are you all 🙂

I was thinking of talking more about my X Men mutants ideas but not sure where that should go so instead how about our top films of a series or franchise 🙂

By the way I remembered just now before dinner time I was watching the funny Batman film like with Arnold as Mr Freeze 🙂 everyone says its rubbish and though goofy I really liked what I saw the colours and mayhem of whats on screen and everyone like joking around soo much 🙂 maybe 8-10 from what I saw 🙂 then we had dinner then I wasn’t happy so went on a massive walk with Molly and when I was back that nice bike film was on.

So ohh yeah its soo many films I forgot – I have now seen a lot of the Harry Potter films recently 🙂 halfblood prince both hallows and it was crazy to actually watch the ending to Harry Potter after finally seening most of the films for the first time in a week and it was all done and prehaps another film yeah about 4 Harry Potter films this week or so and I really enjoyed it 🙂

My fav Harry Potter film is still Prisoner of Azkaban probs seen that one the most and love it 🙂 but the hallows and Prince were really good 🙂

My fav X Men film is still First Class 🙂

Men in Black as I said either 1 0r 3

Speed still the first one 🙂

Matrix so far Reloaded but I would love to see more 🙂

Indian Jones and Temple of Doom 🙂 but I am soo looking forward to Indian Jones 5 🙂

Guardians of the Galaxy 1 but hyped to see all of them 🙂

Percy Jackson Sea of Monsters the only one I have seen so far but I really love it 🙂

I think Terminator 1 maybe 2 with the kid right I should check these films more but I like them 🙂

Everyone has heard that the third film in a series/franchise isnt great but recently with films I have seen I am finding the not to be the case 🙂

Also I would say Spider Man 2 but I really loved both Home films and wanna see the big meet up one I would love that 🙂

oh I saw Wonder Women 1984 for a bit then had dinner and I saw The Closer look criticism of it ages years ago but where I was at in the film I actually enjoyed it and I saw a Hell Boy 2 the Golden Army and it was great 🙂 love the visuals aesthetics ect it was soo fun and I love love the look of Johann Kraus love the steam punk classic diving helmet look 🙂 gonna have similar in my book and I saw this crazy racing cop film it was the most insane film I’ve ever seen and maybe a few more serious Police films here and there but yeah for 1 channel and random hope it has been good these past few weeks 🙂

Take care everyone stay positive hugs 🙂

Regards – Declan Sargent

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hey everyone 🙂 how are you all 🙂

Once again I laughed to myself that I am the last post here

Its like I was gone I was no where but I am everywhere

Suggestions – maybe like a party type thing we could participate in or such on the site – like for other Doctor Who things last year people near where I was were going to a Halloween party for the show and I guess other shows but is there something we could do on this site like a celebration event from time to time. A way to share traditions and like times we love in the year events for shows films music ect many of the topics on the site and maybe quizzes/polls if ever possible I don’t know how it will work here but does anyone else think its nice or a suggestion which improves upon this

Make the site our home 🙂

Thank you for listening 🙂

Take care everyone stay positive hugs 🙂

Regards – Declan Sargent

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hey everyone 🙂 how are you all 🙂

Wow I saw who last posted here and it was me and I laughed then realised quickly looking through my message it wasn’t very music related ha

music I know like nearly all music but know less about what to say here 🙂

Creepshow I have put on repeat for like 30 mins after break the chain when writing all my posts today 🙂

I really like the music they put in Guardians of the Galaxy films 🙂

Oh I listen to a lot more Portuguese , Spanish and French – even Indian I believe on the radio , yet again nothing seems to work well here from showers to T.V. and radio selection about 1 good radio station and half the time the signals just vanish so getting English music is rare obviously since I am not in England but radio is very limited in the car but I am learning so give it some time and I will master these songs 🙂

I also watched a few videos about how to drum to expert level and spin dj tables 🙂

Enjoy music its like the most powerful thing and important at times 🙂

Take care everyone stay positive hugs 🙂

Regards – Declan Sargent

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hey everyone 🙂 how are you all 🙂

I might have mentioned somewhere but I am not very good at reading I really struggle, developed reading problems these past few years and always had struggle with keeping interest in any book apart from the one time with Doomsday on Demand choice book on phone that’s awesome and one of the main reasons for and main inspiration when writing my own book 🙂 oh and comics I read too but my reading issues really grew cause of reading them and all reading of books ect tire me out annoy me and I dont get far.

Being here a few months back I started a bit (I have been here a while) but started recently and as weeks carry on I am getting stronger and trying more and more trying to push myself and I have got better a lot better for me 🙂 finally got like 2 pages read in a day with this once book and yes I sound like a baby but this is seriously a big step forwards for me.

Now depending on environment ect I read between 5-20 pages at times and a couple different books at a time 🙂 look this is really a big step for me I finally have got a way to read a passion maybe its finally working after years more than 10 of pretty much nothing you know

Reading about this crew in icy waters and murders on the fishing boat ect

One about this guy on a London tube who used to be in war zones

Another about a guy who so far is on the Tube ha

One about agents

big book of short spy and mystery stories

Maybe another big cant remember all the names and therefore what its about while writing this 🙂

 

I am more likely to be writing my own book and recent events ect shut me down from that but yeah I make lists write my own stuff and now sometimes read books 🙂 especially when outside like out and about thats the main time I would read and bed time but not of recent.

Also watched this Harry Potter thing and it got me interested so I searched up reading Harry Potter but the sites I didnt like really difficult to use but maybe I will get a Harry Potter book sometime and ofcourse any book shop here as reminded of yesterday is only 5% English not even the comic books this time so not much there I wanted to read that was English ha 🙂 but yeah I am getting better I can see myself reading you know 🙂

Take care everyone and enjoy books 🙂 hugs 🙂

Regards – Declan Sargent

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hey everyone 🙂 how are you all 🙂

I dont have much to say about this ha I am now going through all none Doctor Who topics so Theatre 🙂

I am shy , I dont really like being in plays ect soo stressful and remembering lines is like quite impossible for me.

Even Drama in later school I felt soo embarrassed and shy

I think I’ve only been to a theatre once and that was Primary School trip to London yay my home in a way 🙂 to see Lion King 🙂 it was long haha but actually the performers were really good especially the guy playing the bird or one of the lions 🙂 I always like the coach trips often more than the reason we need them ha but yeah big stage in London how sweet 🙂

I have been to a play or 2 perhaps but nothing like London , near by at the time for Hairspray and maybe another time cause our lovely friend’s granddaughter performs there so that was nice and one of the actors woah was soo good and funny I got his autograph and many others on that day but mainly for him 🙂

There is a nice theatre place in Portugal they have a massive lake and like castle as there base saw it on T.V. looks soo cool and nice I would like to be there which reminds me few years ago in Portugual big event thingy and all my family went and we saw this really great act not soo much like talking threate maybe some but lots more circus and singing based soo good though I wanted to be in it and join them next time like perfrom with them 🙂 and I was near the T.V. crew so maybe my head is on T.V. somewhere ha 🙂

 

See even the least topic I could talk about I could say 10 books worth ha I talk soo much but yeah 🙂 theatre is nice and I would like to be in one but if I was there I would constantly be like why did I wanna do this and when its all done ready for the next ha 🙂

take care everyone stay positive hugs 🙂

Regards – Declan Sargent

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hey everyone 🙂 how are you all 🙂

Its difficult here – we have 19 channels and 1 English which is the film channel I guess well English speaking films mostly.

Guide doesn’t work so just if you find something that’s the moment you cant know about it in advance.

Recently seen a lot of good films 🙂 I even wrote down what I had seen cause well I like making lists and like some I ticked off the box of seeing for first time and just making a note of what was on that day.

So recently and much to talk about if you all like. also I cant remember all films I’ve seen, with no guide you have to get lucky in finding the names of things even shows I’ve seen a few times , I mainly look for actors and find out the show from there cause I’m very good with faces.

I don’t think its in order cause I cant remember everything when it happend and the list needs to be updated

I’ve seen Robot Overlords like 2 times it was on but not like little piece first time and like last 30 mins or so 2nd time as I say gotta catch it when its on.

It was kinda ok the look and ideas and what I want from that type of film got me to watch but it wasn’t great

Seen a lot of Classic and modern Clint Eastwood 🙂 , Keanu Reeves , and Chris Hemsworth films 🙂 in fact I saw 3 films with Chris Hemsworh in on the same day haha 🙂

Seen Men in Black 2 like close to ending twice – once with my Dad but I know that film well and number 1 or 3 are my favs

First time seeing Men In Black 4 but it was like more than halfway to ending

Seen something about like IT (computers) and money stealing with Chris Hemsworth in the role

Avengers Infinity War like last 20 mins and Endgame fully for first time 🙂 love Marvel 🙂 it was even on ago at Cousins house, there we watch a lovely film called Ruby 🙂

(77) Rescued By Ruby starring Grant Gustin | Official Trailer | Netflix – YouTube

My Dad and me watched Speed 1 🙂 and speed 2 but 1 is best plus Keanu is in Speed 1 🙂 love those films grew up on them especially number 1

Lots of Clint Eastwood who I love some classic ones and a modern one about him moving drugs around by these gangs but finding that his family and time is most important 🙂

Finally saw a Matrix film yay 🙂 it was The Matrix Reloaded and I enjoyed it 🙂

In my note book I ranked these 3 films as I say need to update

Avengers Infinity War 8/10 I really liked it but need to see the whole thing and what I saw was good but not perfection you know but I still really liked it

Avengers Endgame – 9/10 it was really nice but I have seen a Closer Look (great Youtuber 🙂 ) Analysis of it ages ago and when I saw the film the final battle like he says it wasn’t hitting it for me like it could have been cooler you know especially for something soo important 10 years a franchise running have all these powers and armies creatures ect and to me what happend was just lacking and I am writing my own book and I have a simialr end fight scene but its different ofcourse and I am not like expert but also I dont have 10 years of growing the biggest money making franchise to hit the final golden nail on the head 🙂

I really wanted to give my reasons for that cause I know how awesome it is and how much it means to people and I love Marvel so it has importance to me as well just didn’t quite reach excellence 🙂

It was really nice though to finally watch some Marvel films and I look forward to Deadpool 3 watching all the guardians films and some Thor films 🙂

The Matrix Reloaded 9/10 I had never seen a Matrix feel before this I know some of the franchise and like philosophical aspects but yeah the whole thing was new to me and even after watching the film I wanted to know what film it was like number 2 or 3 ect cause I had no idea apart from its not 1 or the brand new know is there 4 or 5 films who knows ha 🙂 and I saw an analysis of great movie scenes so I was expecting to see this awesome scene where the spaceship flies out to the clouds but it was the other film haha 🙂 either way I really enjoyed this film the motorway fight was great soo great and the lorry moment it all looks soo good yet computer but that’s good its not shiny perfect like an Endgame Thanos for that film for the concept of Matrix that’s what it need to be and I loved it, really like Trinity, some of the scenes were funny and crazy and you feel even without watching the other films feel how Neo is loved heroed by all but its a burden too, really like that look of ships the world ect the aesthetic and yeah really enjoy it 🙂

So those are a lot of the films Speed 1 11/10 yep smiling with my Dad and laughing the whole way through 🙂

I watch a lot of tv shows that aren’t English not sure if anyone wants to know but only on channel 2 when a good films comes up I am there ha 🙂

Today there was one about bike races and how determined the guy is ect not sure the name of it but it was really good when you get into to and what you see 🙂

Any good films or shows you’ve seen let us know 🙂

Take care everyone stay positive hugs 🙂

Regards – Declan Sargent

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hey everyone how are you all 🙂

In search says I was last here like 2 months 2 days ago , I kinda remember just looking around then but times flies, been avoiding this site not cause of any of you I just for once trying to hide away from any Doctor Who spoilers or interaction with the franchise, I think when the specials are out or maybe a full Doctor’s run I may catch up and enjoy kinda like a treat for patience so that’s why I am not here that much.

I cant believe my last message was in December nothing in this year wow, I might have gone a whole year without being here.

Kinda feels weird my first message back is about that T.V. show – yes I’ve seen it not sure how many episodes and I dont wanna type the name sort of fear of that stuff hope you understand.

I had to watch it for school few years ago now wow , for film exams ect and we watched it in class, and I bough a DVD boxset of it all to revise 🙂

I liked it not my fav Police show like Sweeney ect but its good really gritty from what I remember and Idris if that’s the spelling he is always a great and powerful actor so happy with him being in that show , the red haired women is a good actress in that show don’t know much about her or remember much of the show. It was very like you cant trust anyone in the eps I remember but yeah its worth it depends on your tastes how much you will attach to it, perhaps it gets really good as the seasons go on.

I cant quite remember other police series in modern times apart from Happy Valley which I had to search hard to find its name, being in a different country with no BBC IPlayer shows are falling out my head ha which is why I am more focused on films now a days like new Marvel film 🙂

Take care everyone 🙂 maybe I will be here more cause there’s other sections so I can still avoid all Doctor Who and not feel like I’m connecting with it therefore breaking the months of separation I have done so far, yeah may sound stupid but that;s what I have been doing and will for now for this time to enjoy the new series’s when I watch them fully fresh 🙂

Regards – Declan Sargent

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hey Zolos 🙂 how are you 🙂

your post was very interesting, I think there are a few characters or groups we are not told who or what they are, maybe the mystery is better than knowing

no problemo happy to help 🙂

Awe thank you 🙂 Happy Holiday to you and everyone here and all your loved ones 🙂 , I hope you all have a Merry Christmas or whatever your up to at this time of year 🙂 have a wonderful year too 🙂

Take care everyone stay positive hugs 🙂

Regards – Declan Sargent

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hey everyone , how are you all 🙂

Welcome to the Forum Zolos 🙂 hope you enjoy it, there’s lots to see and be a part of here and everyone is very kind 🙂

I believe your talking about when the Flux is breaking those planets and the zoom in with the green aliens running, their planet has like towers, unless its in The Doctor Who Wiki or a reference to something (such as a lot of expanded media in Doctor Who / TorchWood) I believe they are new aliens and we are not told about them/their culture or planet sorry.

Hopefully in the future 🙂

Take Care stay positive hugs 🙂

Regards – Declan Sargent

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hey everyone 🙂 how are you all 🙂

I just saw an advert for a new T.V. series called May Flies 🙂 on Wednesday 28th of December at 9pm in England 🙂

I tried searching for May Flower cause typing this as quick as possible before I forget the name and got flower in my head which lead me to a bunch of 2 years or more shows and couldn’t find it but got it now :

May Flies seems very good its maybe a drama with family values and dealing with the impact on family and friends after a medical problem in a nice sea side village 🙂

The main thing is it has Tony Curran in it 🙂 the actor who amazingly portrayed Vincent Van Goth in Doctor Who 🙂

So I am definitely gonna check this out 🙂 and wanted to share it with all of you 🙂

(172379) Mayfiles Trailer – YouTube

Take care everyone stay positive hugs 🙂

Regards – Declan Sargent

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hey everyone 🙂 how are you all 🙂

I feel like there is something I am missing buts its not quite there like soo often you forget dreams when you wake up, must be evidence of the subconscious creating and using dreams to teach you ect and enough where you focus on it while your asleep but it drifts away when your awake to prepare you for clear thinking, especially if its a nightmare you don’t want that rattling around in your head if your facing a challenge.

I just remember though this one particular women, blond hair like my driving teacher and the stress from that) might explain why it shifted into my nightmares but I remember that one being a threat I couldn’t beat quick and I had to hide from run away from ect, I think she cornered me in like a mirror/changing room but I survived her along with the others, but I remember her being a eerier and scary part of it as well as the beginning bit and I am trying to remember why it started and the more unsettling parts but cant quite get it just her a little.

I think there must be some scientific thing where if you had a like a nightmare or 2 or a touch time with the same real life thing for a while your more vulnerable to a pattern of nightmare each night as well as that challenging aspect becoming the nightmare or its elements, soo often I was rattled with school and had constant nightmares about school for days or a few weeks at one point on end and even with breaks in between sometimes its mainly a school thing that’s been in my nightmares for years in a row now everything school, love or family related, I bet you all know that nightmare or maybe a good thing a good dream that just repeats a lot especially the themes, so far I’ve had a re bound of 3 or 4 nights in a row of nightmares about my threat topics I guess since all was calm when I was on the holiday and for like 2 weeks after wards when back home till I took more driving lessons which got worse and worse and now I am back to nightmares at a constant rate, I really do think its a clear sign that hasn’t been explored much in Science about repeat nightmares, the patterns and when your going through touch stuff your more vulnerable to these patterns occurring, like you see it in films a lot when people are stressed about work they always seem to wake up in a fit each night and that’s like a classic movie trope in dramas and horrors repeat nightmares about a trouble or threat, and yeah I think people know its about something in their life when its a repeat pattern and in psychology and counselling, but I haven’t heard anything about a vulnerable state just vulnerable state of mind when your going through hard times and depression, peer pressure, influences ect, but not in dreams just people know your dealing with a lot so you get more nightmares about it but unless I am thinking too far into this not once my councilor told me I am making myself more vulnerable to nightmares and the patters or ever heard such thing in the news, its like a broken tap (are sink is on the mend with new dish washer) its like yeah your struggling giving you more nightmares but its like a leaky tap just dripping out nightmares and subconciously the flow isnt stopping your just drifting into that pattern each night and when we learn like as kids something isn’t a threat the nightmares about it often quickly stop, and when things are going well often we don’t get nightmares at all let alone repart stress nightmares you know something that is bothering you, but we I don’t think we get a constant stream of good dreams about the same thing in our lives when were happy, something is different about nightmares maybe cause they are a teaching tool historically and still and at school your always told repetition is best for learning maybe the brain is stuck on repeat to really focus and teach us but we know most of the time in this modern world not out in caves ect that these dangers like my murderous women isn’t correct in real life ect and we can tell the difference but sometimes with the more realistic stresses like work ect we are still going through them each day if your struggling and so your like subconsciously agreeing to keeping that pattern, like school is with others but we dream alone, if I was alone in school and knew a subject I could move on to the next step, I think nightmares stick with us cause we cant tell the subconscious teacher with learnt of the danger either its not realistic or its a constant thing in our lives like fears and struggles such as fear of drowning and work struggles for instance.

I think if you read this thank you firstly 🙂 but I think the 2 things are we are subconsciously allowing our selves in hard times to be more vulnerable due to the bad situations ect stresses in our lives to create/have those repeat patterns and nightmares and 2 we don’t really have a way to shut them off and tell our mind you don’t need to teach me this situation again I get the message you know.

I also just thought like with addictions they are hard to break and they are formed with the situation but repeat pattern/use of the addiction, like if you keep doing that it becomes an addiction I hope you know what I mean  like the pattern/addiction the more it occurs the more likely you are locked into it which can be over come all addictions with help and so forth 🙂 but with nightmares and maybe dreams to a lesser extent I wonder if its the same area of the brain, I know the happy hormone ect but maybe it talks to certain areas of the brain when were asleep or through the challenging events in the day, most of our dreams and nightmares connect to what we did or see ect in the day as well as whatever else we’ve been thinking about ect, but I wonder if the brain when your going through hard times cause like I said we rarely have the same good pattern dreams but more often bad pattern nightmares, I wonder if the more you struggle with the situation think about it through the day so forth , you well have a nightmare about it but what if you have it a couple times plus at that point like me you’ve noticed that pattern I think our brains are getting locked in sometimes to that situation and its like a subconscious addiction.

Do we enjoy our nightmares well sometimes like I did tonight, sometimes you get a positive feeling or kick out of them, knowing your fear, overcoming it or the excitement of it like when watching horror films we enjoy them cause they are teaching us the threats ect and are really addicting, go to Vsauce on Youtube about fears I probs posted it before here, focus on the horror film watching in conjunction with this, we get a kick from beating the horror film, sticking through it overcoming the challenge, and that gives you the happy hormone turning it into an addiction over time I wonder if that occurs with nightmares if we feel like we’ve overcome them ect and we soo often have them its clear the brain would get addicted to it in a way subconsciously and you know consciously it was good to get past that fear sometimes if the nightmare isn’t too upsetting or fearful.

I think the more we have these repeat pattern nightmares the more addicted we get to them and the more they show up with the same patterns ect especially if we still have that struggle or difficult situation going on in our lives and you can have the same type of nightmare many nights in a row or sometimes you feel like its the name nightmare and themes each time you have a nightmare even if there was a break in-between.

More vulnerable state due to constant worry ect or struggles in your life about something or maybe a general thing on top so could be a couple, then if you keep having that situation after a nightmare about it you might get a second nightmare soon after (in terms of days and times you sleep) and then your worry in your sleep about it you worry during the situation in real life your always consciously and subconsciously always going through it and you sort of get locked in and in the minds eye you know its like that situation ect becomes the big threat in your life that your brain is trying to prepare you for (as we believe dreams and nightmares to originate as teaching tools back in the day) and you have another nightmare about it and so on can become a pattern and sort of subconscious addiction and your brain still thinks you need this lesson maybe even a while after its done in the real life you’ve overcome it cause it affected you soo much during the stress time and was rattling in your subconscious and dream states its been a big focus to you in all aware and un aware aspects and you cant tell your brain your over it teach me a new lesson, have to wait maybe a while longer and maybe the nightmares become less relevant and less specific about the that threat as time goes on cause your not facing that threat each day now and how many hours we awake ect compared to dreaming so I think it eventually fades away the need to remind you about it and dream of it ect but do we all have that same nightmare from childhood or a pattern from ages back that can spring up sometimes maybe its not always gone if it was very traumatic or developed in the early years when our brains were going through the most development depending on your age at the time, like I still remember my 2 nightmares from when I was 5 that affected me a lot and sprung up from time to time years later, maybe its like refreshing on the topic to check if your past it or not sort of dreaming nostalgia ha 🙂 so I wonder if this should be a new aspect of science that should be looked into, constant nightmare patterns, vulnerable state so on 🙂

I do often think a lot and have mini breakthroughs in like new ideas of learning ect after a nightmare hahaha 🙂 some genius’s were rattled with depression and I reckon lots of nightmares and look what they did 🙂 long lasting good for all of us out of constant bad they experienced alone like boosting the schools reputation but your the only student in your school but we all go to a dream like school ha also we do have a lot of nightmares about school and people we knew there maybe its just me cause of broken hearts, my first nightmare was about school and was one of them that kept cropping up from time to time, but don’t we all have fears and worries when moving to a school, fitting in ect and lots of stresses are built from school like bullies, getting tons of work done preparing you for the real big world of work its like we have turned our nightmares into a reality put upon us at a young age till our late teens and depending on if you like your job or not and the stresses of that job and how your life is going we fuel more nightmares, they used to teach us to avoid tigers ect things that can harm us but doesn’t work, depression, these tough stuff that’s placed on us in the modern world we have soo many nightmares about them now a days all the stresses in our lives that are not tigers and spiders any more its mainly things from the modern world and expectations wow I am on a roll 🙂 especially if this is something science can go on 🙂

Nightmares taught upon us cause of the modern world like fears of debt, school ect ect springing into aspects of our nightmares its crazy how common the school nightmare is there is clearly something there to learn from and fix hopefully to help us for our whole lives 🙂

to be open with you all – my common nightmares now and its been this way for many years (you get some that are nothing your facing ect but often I face) – nightmares about love, school, family, people from school, a girl who broke my heart, fears of art not being good enough often when that girl shows up cause she was the art girl who broke my heart and changed lots of attitude and mean so they link, I used to get a scary one just knowing I was at the stairs and falling down them, my school ones often are school trips, teachers I knew, people I know from school and those who bullied me ect so far no nightmares about my driving lessons although that blond women in my nightmare tonight the main danger in terms of the people after me could be a small connection my brain is making, that’s pretty much it so far craziness and fears about school, family like riding with my family then the bee went in my eye few nights ago, love especially love always feeling broken hearted, hurt by women ect in my nightmares and the school trips are creepy at times, upsetting and reminded me of people who bullied me, friends I lost like that girl and others who I don’t see now a days missing that feeling of people around me support ect not isolation.

So those are my main themes in my nightmares and how they often appear in my nightmares that I keep having, like maybe few months back had 2 weeks of constant nightmares about school, people from school, the school trips ect every night for 2 weeks I even told my friend (who doesn’t talk to me now) and people on the other forum when about it this was the time like one of my lowest points cried nearly every day alone often 2 or 3 times a day even more few times, created a new forum topic called Looking For Support in the other forum which I am struggling to access now as the site wont load properly maybe its a space issue not sure but that was a rubbish time for me and then to be rattled by constant nightmares of people I miss feel guilty about ect for 2 weeks in a row that was rubbish and clear sign of my pattern and addiction theory.

So I am a open book with many chapters ha 🙂 maybe its comedy book along with sadness, love and some horror what a book hey ha 🙂 ooo and spy thriller too hahaha 🙂

P.S. the Amygdala is the area of the brain that process fears and effectively gives us our fears without it you don’t really fear anything but find out more in the V sauce episode about fears ha 🙂

Although on Google I think its saying that the Hippocampus is responsible for navigation spacial awareness having a major role in learning and memory yep 🙂 Google also says it plays a role in contextualizing fear such as associating a bad memory to where it happened ect like the school example 🙂

So many cooks spoil the broth and many areas of the brain make a nightmare and spoil your rest.

I just wanted to clarify which region processes fears in the brain but I am not sure if it is awake or talking to other brain areas when we are sleeping and having nightmares such as I mentioned the happy hormone area could be awake when we are dreaming / having nightmares especially with the addiction idea and the joy feeling of overcoming it and sometimes laughing at it when looking back (as I did tonight) when were awake all could be fueling the happy hormone and creating that path to that addictive pattern (especially if the real world threat/ tough situation is still occurring) also with really good dream we always want to go back to them even want to sleep as soon as possible and I guess that could be an addiction to be happy ect but like I said we don’t often go back to the name dream each night so yeah maybe the brain doesn’t feel it important after all school and teaching isn’t about the fun well not in schools for the past 150 years or so hahaha and yeah its meant to prepare us for the outside dangers so I guess there aren’t many cheerful tigers you know the point is the brain is teaching us not entertaining us but yeah I am soo on the ball with this after like 0 sleep and 3 or 4 nights of nightmares in a row someone crack the case haha 🙂 follow your dreams and hunt down the aspects of nightmares safely and learn 🙂 I hope someone hear is or will become a dream catcher hahaha couldn’t resist that thanks the BFG but like serious someone doing some Science on it 🙂 hey we are nearly there with recording out drams in great detail and the mysteries of the mind are soo many and still open to us to learn so who knows whats next and what we can find out lots to learn 🙂 you could say its a no brainer hahaha 🙂

P.S. I’ve probs been writing this for like 2 hours hahaha and have been noticing the nice Sun Rise and all the sweet colours which is lovely 🙂

Take care everyone please have a chat about this here or with your friends and family if anything here makes sense to you if you like of-course not gonna force you but mmm its good to open up 🙂 big hugs to you all soon is Christmas yay hopefully happy dreams 🙂

Regards – Declan Sargent

[Oochillyo @replies]

hey everyone 🙂 how are you all 🙂

I went out with my friend yesterday cycle in the cold, went to bed kinda early like half an hour or so before midnight which is better early wise than normal 🙂

Then I got woken up by sounds of fire so went downstairs at like half 2 , all is good fireplace was on, went back after like an hour or 2 like by time settling again then woah I had a crazy dream.

I dont know if I was dreaming before but this was crazy, I’ve been listening to podcasts as I drift off and they talked about kids shows and the ones in school which I think influenced things with that spy kids show forgot the name

So suddenly everything became soo realistic half way to lucid dreaming, you know those big shops like target just rows and rows of stuff every item, well actually its like that in Portugal which I went back to recently which I think influenced the shop design in my dream ha 🙂 then it went crazy, not sure if first I was like on a show or something but then I got a sense of watching myself I guess then every row/stall in this shop was a death trap, like weapons, tricks like things not what they seem, a saw blade was after me like AI after me and I just got something thrown at it to break it a bit, every step something was trying to get me then all these women and then they turned into like robots I guess and people with weapons ect, it was like being Austin Powers/James Bond just surviving my way smarty through every trap before it got me with surprise most of the time, and then the song like underground or something probs from Spice girls was playing in the dream like a montage, forgot the song now as I am listening to  music while writing this 🙂

Just woah my dreams/nightmares of recent have got crazier and crazier every step a danger but I was starting to have fun and try to interact with the people in the shop and then there was a slight Pokemon mix cause I was listening to a mainly Pokemon podcast with other topics, then there was parts about love but everyone was false you know and then I saw one women I guess sort of 20’s or 30’s but she was sweet so I just walked up to her and kissed her no dangerous deception just felt like James Bond ha soo strange, scary and crazy like the saw blade that was on a arm in the ceiling I could see it soo close to getting me and some of the stalls got creepy like as it went on like 10 traps happend very quick after another in the montage bit but at first just slower paced and unsettling all these stalls and like you know Despicable Me 2 or such with the Villian’s convention with all the villian items being shown off, displays ect it was like that but just me and a few family I guess but it was like flash backs and just a lot of stuff about love and failed love on top of everything trying to murder me woah.

In a strange dream/nightmare pattern of recent from Bee’s in my eye to murderous women in a shop while I am effectively Austin Powers and James Bond mixed hahaha 🙂

Dreams can be soo fun but crazy too 🙂

Take care everyone stay positive and sweet dreams hugs 🙂

Regards – Declan Sargent

[Oochillyo @replies]

hey everyone 🙂 how are you all 🙂

I am listening to music with Ok Google, my mood is soo much better today, surprised my last post was an hour ago doesn’t fee like it ha 🙂

Curios question – my hands have been cracking more again since the cold weather but you never hear people like in Norway that’s cold right I’m not good with Geography, well you never hear them say my hands often crack cause of the cold ect wonder if it freezes the moister in your skin or cause it to expand which cracks the skin does anyone know if I’m on to something here ha 🙂

I also just feel like posting again today, started early morning after the nightmare now its nearly a new day and number ect maybe I have number pattern OCD anyway so I have been thinking about it not sure if its bad, I have discussed writing a story here but I was thinking of sharing some of my Pokemon Pokedex entries I made, maybe even like having a new section just for that and others creative ideas and story plots ect their working on, wonder if that would be an idea anyone would like 🙂

So for now I feel like sharing my ideas, obviously if they get copied here is a time record ect that they came from here and are mine just wonder if its not something the Forum would like you know there’s not really a section or previous suggestions of it/ other creative ideas in progress but here we go for now and plus this will make me happy that I cant lose the entries if my files crash ect and it makes it easy to find 🙂

So 4 of my favorite entries 🙂 since 4 is my special number for various reasons 🙂

1 – During this stage many …… can quickly become disorientated, as a result of this and the rocky environment these Pokémon have relocated to it is common to see many …. roll down vast hills due to a poor sense of direction, therefore …. have become fond of trainers in the region as they care deeply for these Pokémon and can help them reach their full potential and a focused sense of direction when evolved .Its spines are as sharp as steel so trainers have to be wary when helping this clumsy Pokémon.

I haven’t figured out the name for this Pokemon yet so thats what the ….. are about 🙂

Its a little 3 stage Hedgehog Pokemon thought hey one of England’s treasured animals is the Hedgehog so had to have one and this is for the second stage where its a permanent ball rolling down hills ect 🙂

2 – The Humps from this Pokemon sprout volcanic eruptions every so often , passengers on this Pokemon are at extreme risk and anyone willing to travel on this Pokemon must pay attention to each hump and quickly re locate to a calmer hump at a moments notice or jump off the Pokemon , in fact the increase of thrill seekers in the region attempting to ride this Pokemon for a long time has given birth to a circus craze.

This is a 2 or 3 stage camel Pokemon not sure yet, Fire type maybe Fire Ground type – It gains little volcanoes on its back as hinted to in this entry of the second stage, I know there is a camel Pokemon pretty much with the same idea but I wanted my own camel and changed it a little like proper little volcano shaped humps and thought of a cool and funny way of it interacting with the culture of the region 🙂

3 –

Elashoo (so its mix of Elephant, electric and shoo like shoot and the sound a baby elephant makes 🙂 also Ela is like a common name for elephants in cartoons family films ect as is my own Ela toy which I am keeping for my future kids yay for them 🙂 well I call the toy efalump but 2 names vary 🙂

These Pokemon are highly intelligent and listen closely to their elders teachings , they are fond of people and often pick them up onto their backs , they have migrated to high altitude mountains in the region due to many predatory Pokemon living near the coast , as a result of the climate at these higher altitudes these Pokemon are often stuck by lighting on a daily basis, over many generations these Pokemon have adapted to this braushment and now live happily at high altitudes , this Pokemon glows a faint yellow colour when happy which can be noticed through telescopic equipment by tourists and trainers alike at lower altitudes and briefly near the coast , this was often mistaken for wising stars shooting through the sky which has earned these Pokemon great respect with native people of the region over many generations and is a lovely sight that tourists on their honey moon these Pokemon and their elders often rest at the higher altitudes for many hours each day whilst storing up electricity in their tails, tusks and trunks , these Pokemon can then harness this electricity to shock potential attackers and predators …

I just have a little detail at the end about the voltage but haven’t worked out what I want to say about it so its open for now, this is a 2 stage Electric Elephant Pokemon , so far only drawn the first stage cause of limited space on the page ha and it has a little plug socket for a tail haha and basically can absorb electricity and fire it from the tail and tusks 🙂

4 – So these are like my fav’s 🙂 , they are on the first page of the big red book and so far I haven’t worked out an entry for the first stage but the design is sweet and the second stage is one of my fav designs (I am super proud of) and the entire cheers me up  I am very fond of it 🙂

Fire crab
Firtacean – So this is a mix of Fire and Crustacean that’s the family I think crabs are a part of 🙂

Its a pure fire type in the first stage 🙂

Frakon – This is a mix of Fire and Cannon and to a lesser extent fracking 🙂

Fire and Steel Type
The Cannon Crab Pokemon

This Pokemon is immensely strong and brutish , the flag like structure on the top of its head will wave frankly to warn possible attackers , trainers will do well to notices this warning as both claws are capable of crushing rock and steel and are powered by enormous muscles , this Pokemon can launch rocks and steel cannon balls from an opening in its body at extreme speed like a cannon at possible attackers or to smash coconuts and is often challenging others of its kind till one of their shells or claws are severally damaged , when this opening is empty extreme bursts of fire can be expelled which is replenished by the consumption of volcanic rocks which are ground up by its claws if they are too big, this Pokemon is known to burry in sand pits waiting for prey or resting though it is unclear which is the case at any one time and on rare occasions this Pokemon can be seen invading sand castles built by tourists , this Pokemon can be extremely hard to tame and its wild at heart so trainers need to be patient and careful with this Pokemon though it will love them dearly and protect them fiercely once a strong bond is made even wishing to stay out of its Pokeball when its trainer is traveling around the region,even though this Pokemon is brutish and has a wild nature it is highly intelligent and can communicate with its trainers fairly reassembly.

Its head is sort of flat, looks kinda like a fortress/castle and its kinda like the sand castle Pokemon of recent years with 2 flags on its head acting as warning signals and fitting the sand castle element , larger right claw , I’m not sure if this often happens with crabs ( I know some small crabs have this but its more common with some types of lobsters to have one claw larger than the other and my Crab Pokemon have like a hole in the side of them which shoots out fire in the first stage and in the second stage it can use that to fire out like cannon balls as it is a steel type and also when its empty as said in the entry flames can shoot out of that area so I think they are pretty sweet 🙂

I also have a cool one about this steel type Crocodile which has accidently caused fires when sharping its teeth on rocks but I’ll save it for the next time if I can even have a next time 🙂

Thank you all hope you like these 🙂

Take care everyone 🙂 stay positive hugs 🙂

Regards – Declan Sargent

[Oochillyo @replies]

hey everyone 🙂 how are you all 🙂

Well I’ve spent many hours today Pokemon generating/designing and idea making 🙂 think I need a break, maybe over 300 new ones today alone and gonna take a break give my friend a break as I have to screen shot each one and send it to him so not to lose them or any ideas I might have from them like a physic gold fish 🙂

I realised cause I have gone a bit weird , I did every type like max 7 0r 15 for some of them, then I am my own enemy as its always a whats round the corner surprise and my good numbers so now I decided to re do the list 3 times on the third go now just to cover each time minimum 7 examples but some I kept going like 2 29’s and some 50’s soo mmm I calculated that I still have 10 types to cross off and if I roll the dice 20+ to like 50 times I have like over 2000 possibilities I reckon hahaha which is twice as much as the Pokemon company has come up with in like 25 years and through smashing the generate button over and over I doubled that already today hahahaha 🙂

I just mainly seeking new ideas, and like the fact the AI makes a Pokemon for you so although many times they are hilariously wonky its just nice to see the finished product and not have to spend all day drawing 1 or 2 Pokemon 🙂

I might draw an owl I think I’ve figured out how to draw the head after going through this process, got a couple of cool bird Pokemon, some crazy ideas ect but its good otherwise I might just feel lonely ect and have nothing to do

I planned to draw 159 Pokemon, its a special number to me and its over any amount a single generation has had so I would be chuffed coming up with that many ideas by myself :), I have my like 60+ in drawings already in my big red book, lots and lots of un drawn ideas, came up another 30 just when I got back from my holiday as there was no internet and I dare not take my book there unless moving so suddenly I was hit with soo many ideas so that’s a plus 30 new, and I had tons and tons before that I have mentioned to friends and wrote about in my word documents like a star nosed mole Pokemon, so drawing wise and ideas before I remember like having around 110 already but for sure 60+ drawn, maybe 150 ideas many ideas, more and more often, about 2000 from the generator which I am gonna whittle down pick the ones I really like so over 159 but I might just save up and make 4 generations worth as 4 is my special number so I have enough ideas ect to make 4 generations easy plus my region is very desert island tropical very remote, so though I have many ideas a lot wont fit in the region like machines ect but maybe for the others 🙂

Wow I talk a lot, this Pokemon drawing, making my own dex, region, ideas ect has I told my friends is mainly the only thing that cheers me up now a days and is keeping my drawing passion alive has I wanna draw the Pokedex amount but I have lost my passion for other art stuff like portraits at the moment and often I don’t feel like drawing anymore in general as some of you know but when I look at my big red book and my fav like my 2 stage Crab Pokemon, 2 stage Kangaroo Pokemon and my 2 stage Ostrich Pokemon they look soo good with my art skills I have I am proud of them and it keeps me going as well as always buzzing with my ideas than I can write down or remember which is me in general ha always full of ideas which is why I tried to inspire as all to do our part for the Earth when I had the ideas of the sea windmill type idea which you can check out my detailed talk about.

If I had Vincent Van Goth level of painting and drawing I would be happy, probs be my job or work for Pokemon company or a game company for ideas and drawings, sadly my drawings aren’t world class but I have developed much better drawings through this Pokemon Pokedex creative idea and drawings other things which is nice and a ha look at me now for my Art Teacher who told I was slow and un teach able and told me I should just quit in front of my parents on picking your subjects day 🙁 so if only they knew me now and I have found my drawing strength, landscapes and animals/creatures which really helps with Pokemon drawing 🙂 not realistic people which I did well once are other nonsense I was forced with in art lessons that I couldn’t get like scaled drawings of buildings from straight lines ect and therefore I was rubbish in her eyes if only I could draw what I wanted back then I would hopefully have found my grovth much earlier and kept in art at school following my passion like with cooking, but sadly both teachers of those lessons thought I weren’t good enough what are we after Picasso and Ramsey nobody has to be perfect at cooking or rush rush rush it takes as long as it takes unless your in a Restaurant Business you cant go slow you know but yeah home cook no need to restrict the time to where I found it impossible to finish cooking lessons without panic of finishing last and going over the lesson I dont know how I was always behind when keeping to the time of the recipe so it wasn’t nice, and I am not Van Goth but all schools are looking for the best which kicks people back in art and like practical styles such as wood tech ect ect, I dont think my Dad ever did wood tech and he doesn’t have a degree in it that’s for sure but he can make beautiful plant beds ect ect no degree is gonna give you that its skill and learning but in school its the teachers way and if you cant match their style your not good enough in their eyes and bear in mind like my art teacher who was probs in her 50’s or 60’s 5 plus years back these people have been doing their job/ passion for years and years full of practice, if I painted till I was 50 boy would I improve but nah you have 3 years of lessons couple times a week and then bang if your not good enough your not allowed the subject what a cheek for my art teacher to point blank in my face and to my parents to say I was slow and un teachable, I was still a teen then but for whatever reason wherever growing up and getting stronger art muscles ha sounds silly but you know like more control ect or maybe its just the style I found I am much stronger of a drawer now in the last year or 2 of this Pokedex ect when I met a girl who changed she got very mean ect but was an amazing artist which re ignited my passion after I lost it cause of that art teacher for years, and since then and the Pokedex I really have improved and it makes me smile 🙂 so you never know when suddenly you can over a bit of time gain a skill you always struggled with such as me with drawing, my drawings were the same as when I was 5 the style and skill of it with people especially I just couldn’t improve all my years of trying I was stuck at that level but now on my own not funny line buildings and super big realistic portraits, I can do well and found my style and its good 🙂 so I am happy with that and still working on drawing out all of my Pokemon and yeah this was long but much needed boost my energy back ha 🙂

I know it all in massive paragraphs which I normally split up but for this time I feel better just keep it like that hope thats ok

My main thing is I woke up on the second nightmare in a row at about half 5, slept a little again but at half 7 or 8 awake again and been on a cold walk with Molly 🙂 slowly getting sadder and fed up nothing to do, but thought hey try more Pokemon designs and for maybe 5 hours I have been going through it 🙂 watching ideas, making my own real nice I wanted to tell my friend this creating Pokemon is keeping me positive and something to do, also today in the morning straight after my nightmare at half 5 ish my friend finally messaged me back 🙂 thought I was losing her and she seemed very happy and missed me a lot which is lovely to hear from her 🙂 and then when I was going through the generator about 2 hours ago (I was still a while in from the start ha 🙂 ) my other friend talked to me yay I was getting soo worried about him, hadn’t heard from him in like 2 weeks which isn’t normal and he said last time he was vey unwell and not to hear from him since then I was starting to worry something real bad had happened soo phew and hip hip horary he is back 🙂 good day over all 🙂

Thank you everyone for listening I recommend you take this in chunks its a lot ha 🙂

Thank you for those who are being kind to me and supporting me with my art passion its beautiful and lovely that people care thank you 🙂

Take care stay positive everyone and follow your dreams good dreams 🙂 we have dreams most nights and sometimes a repeat but there is always a dream to come so maybe thought your dreams haven’t happened yet doesn’t mean you should give up on them forever maybe a next day ahead you’ll find your way back to them 🙂 hugs 🙂

Regards – Declan Sargent

[Oochillyo @replies]

hey everyone 🙂 how are you all 🙂

so yesterday I woke up from the art nightmare as I said at half 7 ish , today I am awake at 5:44 ha 🙂

dreams 🙂

so the first one was kinds spooky, there was like cliffs ect, maybe something about someone who could transform into a beast or someone in the night, group of people, there was a heart felt story to it like about family I guess, my family was there, me maybe some friends or teachers it was like a school trip I guess but more vague than most of my school trip nightmares, I think there was a murder on the lose it was all spooky but interesting a case to solve and family troubles to fix sorry I dont remember much about it.

Second one was straight after and was very short and I just woke up from it, my family and me had like a camper van I think or saw one, we were on this round with a lot of grass, hills ect like Mr Beans’s holiday when he was driving just a lot of nature and nothing else around, fields, windey roads ect, then we started running and there was a plan to run like the whole thing very very far, then I was running down this road with my family, I had to stop a few times to let traffic go, but I was running good 🙂 very were people around and I am running down this narrow road in one straight line, lots of trees and bushes, people in the way, at one point after small ish group of people there was soo many the width of the road you know like 50 people, and I got past them was running with my Dad and my Mum and then the thing that woke me, a bee went near my eye and wouldn’t leave ahhh haha, I was like what do I do cause running is making my eye lid move about so that might spook the bee which might sting my eye and I tried to aim with my arm to move it then I got paranoid if it was a fly or not and then I woke up in real life worried this was really happening.

so there we go it was a spooky start and a Marathon mission followed by a brave bee and fearful fly experience 🙂

I hate these ones with the flys ect it always spooks me and when I wake up I am worried its real and I am pretty unsettled for a while after I am awake maybe its a hint to something hopefully I wont become Fly Man hahaha just kidding thinking of the times in Spider Man films they dream about the Spider and its their destiny 🙂

Take care everyone stay positive and have happy dreams hugs 🙂

Regards – Declan Sargent

[Oochillyo @replies]

hey @dentarthurdent 🙂 how are you 🙂

I hope you dont mind this talk, I am quite enjoying all the science things and learning, ah when I said out of no-where I meant with the big bang suddenly there was well everything like the foundations for stars ect ect which is still a mystery how there was nothing to a Universe and all the things in it you know 🙂

Fusion power seems the main way forward just hope good things come and a cleaner better planet 🙂

Thank you for sticking with me through this topic and your kindness 🙂

Take care everyone stay positive hugs 🙂

Regards – Declan Sargent

[Oochillyo @replies]

hey everyone 🙂 how are you all 🙂

I thank you all for your kindness and help 🙂

I understand the comparison to the Sun but the way everyone talks about this topic on the news it seems this is different, as far as I understand the Sun isn’t making more energy out of less if that makes sense, and the Sun will run out of power one day its not making infinite energy and the process will stop at some point.

I think maybe the wording and the limited explanation on the news has confused me as all of your explanations are much more clear and make sense but just for me it doesn’t correlate with the news story, to me it just seems like we’ve got a process that’s effectively a source of infinite energy from here till the end, like a Super Task and perhaps the expansion of the Universe.

I don’t believe there has ever been a system that makes more energy than it had to start with apart from rare theoretical cases such as black holes, super quarks I believe is the name and the big bang which out of nowhere suddenly everything came from it.

Maybe I am being silly and not getting it and jumping over my head thinking we have gained unlimited power as Palpatine would say ha 🙂 but to me the news has highlighted this as a ground breaking step in limitless energy, if all works we will have unlimited amounts of energy for how long ever ? and is all about creating or gaining more energy than you started with,

Its physics right if I push a ball down a hill its not gonna go on forever and gain more energy than the force/energy put into it from the push and the motion of rolling down the hill, I understand the Sun ect is different to my example and the Scientist making this experiment clearly know something that works I just surprised what was the impossible is no more especially with how the news is talking about the future of this tech seeming to create unlimited energy.

Sorry for rambling I guess I have unlimited amount of thoughts on the topic ha 🙂 thanks all again for explaining and being patient with me 🙂

Its a whole new word as the song goes 🙂

Take care everyone hugs 🙂

Regards – Declan Sargent

[Oochillyo @replies]

hey everyone 🙂 how are you all 🙂

Thank you @dentarthurdent for explaining I still am shocked how it works cause I have that law in my mind but its different and works which is amazing 🙂 in couple decades free energy for everyone hopefully 🙂

Sorry if I sounded out of my mind I just thought something massive had been cracked and nobody noticed.

hey @Warmest Puro those are cool names 🙂 thank you Syzygy for your kindness 🙂 do you know just in the last 20 mins I woke up from a nightmare in a way about drawing and my school.

I think I was thinking of my art before bed and then in the dream/nightmare things happend maybe some like spooky place I think it was 2 dreams eventually I was in a drawing contest, I had to make 3 pieces of art well everyone at the school did, and there was like some wierd science stuff probs cause of me writing about the new energy topic last night.

The whole assumbly had drawings and then someone picked me to go to the stage with like 50 chairs of people the best drawers I guess, an you have to draw and all my work was rubbish to them and the headmaster we had and he was threatening me, and I just couldnt do it and people were sabatouging me and eventually I moved to the top level of the chairs at the back and there was a time limit to draw and the head master was really on my case and I couldnt think of anything good enough, and I lost my penicl ect ect just all going wrong then I got an idea, before I think I drew a house with some friends I guess and something else I dont remember now sorry and I really tried with these arts but no it wasnt good enough.

So this time I used my now style of sketching and I sketched clear as day cause it was soo good when I woke up today I thought about drawing it, it was landscape with a view like you were looking far away at a hill landscape you know hope that makes sense like zoomed out, I got the Christmas theme, I did like a theme park with carisels, merry go round ect, I put in the big red bridg forgot the name sorry into my drawing as a main part of it, drew some lights on it at the end, had all sorts now I am forgetting wow its like my brain saying you can clear it now he has written it but my mind is faster than my cold fingers, I put an ice rink in to fill a massive gap on the left side at the end, by that point I was meant to stop but the people in like 2 or 3 rows down were getting judeged so I kept going which is when I put the ice rink and the lights in, just actually really proud of it good landcapse and scale and Christmas theme 🙂 I still dont think I won, I remember the teacher coming back or it could be before and I had to show the class my work and I still think it wasnt good enough unless it was the pieces before, I dont know maybe this is a waste of a message in the fourme, just really impacts me sometimes and then I read your post Syzygy about drawing and I had tears in my eyes, when I needed support it was there like my nightmare was telling me your rubbish and threatening me scaring me really and then I wake up and my confusion about science has been eased and someone has been kind about my struggles with my little drawings and my passion for art so thank you both 🙂

Regards – Declan Sargent

[Oochillyo @replies]

hey everyone 🙂 how are you all 🙂

There have been a lot of big advancements in medicine and so on this year which is great 🙂

I was just wondering in the theme of advancements is there anyone here that can explain to me the big news of the nuclear fusion energy advancement that has been on the news today.

I searched on Youtube just the words nuclear fusion energy and seriously every video is recent within a couple of hours from now and about the same topic and video from numerous Youtube and news channels, I have never seen one topic soo heavily placed on Youtube, every video 10’s to maybe a 100 are about these new break through and only 1 video I could find when scrolling is about nuclear energy from 3 years ago everything is soo busy with the update its crazy on Youtube.

I understand why but so far even Neil Degrasse Tyson hasn’t focused on the key to my confusion –

Can anyone explain how this advancement is actually possible, unless I am missing something how is it possible we are effectively creating or gaining more energy than was put into a system, doesn’t this break one of the 3 laws of physics that energy cant be created nor destroyed and Perpetual Motion Machines have soo far not come about and pretty much are assumed to be theoretically impossible cause of this.

Therefor I am wondering how have we unlocked this process of gaining more energy than was used which nobody seems to be talking about as a massive breakthrough or even danger, it should be far above the news of the machine and the results themselves, doesn’t unlimited energy go against physics soo strange this hasn’t been a bigger woah than just every Youtube video about nuclear fusion containing the same details as seem on the news focusing on the machine the new technique and the possibilities of the future completely void of anyone discussing the implications or an explanation to how the laws of physics have in my mind and I would assume others too been cracked.

Its like winning the world cup perfectly – lets say one team wins every match and wins the whole thing, that would be a woah right but imagine the bigger shock if it was just 1 person scoring all the goals ect 1 person against all the other teams that would be the bigger woah out of the main story of the perfect win right, I am shocked nobody has mentioned the laws of physics which is the fundamental bedrock of our universe and given the conservation of energy is a law which links to this break through its strange nobody in the field has discussed what I thought was the impossible and how we have skipped the scientific barrier of a lifetime, in my mind this is ground shattering not just breaking.

Physics wise am I missing something are the rules still in check and why hasn’t this question be in the topic after this new break through.

For fellow Doctor Who fans its like us cracking transdimensional engineering and just going hey when can I have a home with that but not thinking woah how did we get this, seriously they are talking about putting this new technology/technique into cars and being a couple decades off powering cities which should be great I hope but just like I don’t understand the main thing that time and time again was said point blank to be impossible as akin to traveling faster than the speed, time travel, witnessing blackholes and seeing further back than the big bang with the background radiation.

I hope all this made sense I am just soo surprised and defiantly in the last month or so of this ground breaking year in general we have been cracking the barriers of decades such as finding various better ways to stop cancers, halt or even reverse cognitive diseases, possibly a pill treatment for long Covid within a year and now we are cracking one of the ultimate concreates creating or generating more energy out of the energy you have woah this year is revolutionary gold in a 100 sprint 🙂

I wanna say anything is possible seems more and more factual than inspirational of recent years 🙂

Take care everyone stay positive hugs 🙂

Regards – Declan Sargent

[Oochillyo @replies]

hey everyone 🙂 how are you all 🙂

Talking of Christmas has anyone seen the film – Christmas Angel 🙂 its pretty sweet, it felt like 2 or 3 hours and I missed a lot of it when I walked downstairs and stayed around but its like an hour and a half

Anyway its pretty sweet and Chrsitmasie but not like everything Christmas you know just learning to be kind, trust the path of life ect just think its a nice film and one of the kids in the film gets bullied but turns his life around in a way just doing good to others,

This reminded me of the post I made about helping the planet, doing something good even if its a little thing and I was thinking maybe at this Christmas time if we could get together and maybe like talk about any progress or anything nice in terms of that and like just normal lives being good to others anything good but also the struggles I might not make sense I just felt like needed to say something and maybe it helps people thats all I really want just to help others and in the big picture the planet if I can in some ways.

I just feel like that kid you know I was bullied a lot and I dont think I have many oppertunites in like the outside world to help right now, yes I try my best and try and help all my friends ect but in terms of the wider world its harder but still possible, that kid (I know its a film but the message) really felt like me what I wanted to just help people I dont want anything special for me or whatever just a nice life and someone nice and try and help others, I really hope I can spread out a bit when I have my own house ect can just go out and help others without family asking where I’m going ect ect that my goals when I have my own space just do more for the community ect and be more free.

I am not in school anymore, where I live is a bit unsettling like just wanna feel safe maybe if I was with my friends more I could help others, hopefully when I move to Portugal I am gonna fix my life and meet others help others ect get healthier as England is really setting me back job wise, health wise ect I could push to do these things now (I did like 100’s of sqwats everyday for couple months) but the life style is different out there I can fix soo much thats wrecking me and get my freedom not be scared to help others.

Why am I saying all this on the Sofa or well in this fourme I must sound like some sort of joyful crank just sucks how shut off England feels comparedd to how it was 20 40 ect years ago, nobody really speaks to their neighbours everything is shutting down oppertunies ect I dont wanna sound bad here but I really struggle with English girls now a days they seem soo fixated on possesion looking like beautfy 10/10’s you know and where is the heart, honeslty there are good people but just find it soo needle in a hay stack my friends know I know I just dont trust most English girls anymore which is why I am trying soo much online dating to broaden the horizons just everyone feels like wram you know so hopefully when I move thats a main goal I can turn around in Portugual as everyone is soo much kinder and just talks to you like natural nothing like hidden meanings ect soo done with that I could go on but dont step over a line, just someone kind is all I ask and yeah this has gone on a lot , just having tough times with family ect and when you see a good thing thats nice like that film and maybe like I say we could all keep doing something to help others but also sometimes we need to let others help us and reach out you know,

I think I’m gonna work on my Pokemon/Pokedex ideas it seems the only thing that cheers me up now a days, spent a whole 8 hours on gta online just to talk to a friend who I dont even think cares and has hurt me in the past but doesnt see it just cause I was alone and I got told off by my parents for being on the game for 8 hours what else can I do when I am alone playsataion is a chance to make new friends from everywhere but now I wont have that today, and this is the main place I go when alone or a good ideas ect so I am here today cause I am alone with family stressing me out but mainly messaged today cause that film touched me and through all the rambling and silly things I say hope at least that message is there just be nice keep being nice help others and you things are tougher and toufher in this modern world why should we be tougher on ourselves too make the most of the things that make you and others happy hope goodness comes your way and a good path of life 🙂

sorry for this being long, maybe silly and too much about me just take care and be good give help and love thats the main things 🙂

PS if anyone wants to message me well about anything, topics, how your day’s going, ideas to help people anything really just even to talk not to be alone thats all perfectly fine I’ll try and see your/the messages (re fresh the page from time to time) and if I can help any of you please let me know or if you have friends here ask them if thats more comfortable for you 🙂

take care everyone and have a Merry Christmas look for joy and be kind 🙂 who knows how much good you can all do 🙂 but any good is great 🙂

Regards – Declan Sargent

[Oochillyo @replies]

hey everyone 🙂 how are you all 🙂

Mysteries of the world ha like in my own section in the other group 🙂

I am awake now and somehow a song I discovered on my holiday (one of my cousins songs he played in the car on all the trip we went 🙂 ) and its been like mmm 15 or more days ago since last hearing it and suddenly I am singing it in my head and got a bit extra that I didnt remember before 🙂

maybe its a comfort thing as I just woke up from a nightmare and with a tear in my eye it was about like a big factory building basically for everyone who knows Doctor Who just think of the Army of Ghosts building plus it actually did have the Cybermen and Daleks and the black dalek so wow but it all felt a bit different and I was taking pictures of the daleks ect to prove to this girl I used to know and love in real like that I was telling th truth and know about Doctor Who and things were going on who related and maybe other stuff there was some like weird texts or something different from the events I dont remember now, anyway she got annoyed at me and somehow I was in Portugal for a bit with family and trying to get her contact and I told her in a big text as I would do in real life if I could about being hacked on Instagram and losing my account which did happen 🙁 and other things that I just wanted her to know and prove what I’ve been going through and that I am honest

Then we had the Tenth Doctor with us in a bit of a different accent with me, and Rose’s family and Micky then it was all about Lumic in charge of it all and he was spreading a message throughout the world on the phones ect or had control of them and the Doctor was worried and thinking how can he have the power for this at the same time, I believe this was slightly after I was taking pictures of Daleks ect at this time sort of looking like cool promotional pictures 🙂 close ups and styled 🙂

Then I zoomed in like in the dream you sometimes just zoom in on things or move to them cause its a dream and will a big electric tower whatever it is basically it turned into the wire episode haha and Muswell Hill 🙂 I think its because I went to a Red Bull Soap Box race for my Birthday few years back with some of my family and it was at the site of the first radio tower and my view of the tower in the dream was forwards then it felt like it moved to being on the left but it felt very like that big tower on a hill, all the houses down below and we were at the top and outside of this building we were in like Canary Whart, anyway at some point the girl still got annoyed at me and I think I lost her and then thats pretty much when I woke up out of pain of losing her again as it happens in all the nightmares I have when she is in them and this time she didn’t believe me even with photo proof of what was going on ect and she didn’t care about my pain and struggles and it really does match the real life events 🙁

So I woke up with a tear from a nightmare with cool Doctor Who and memory parts and then painful wake up cause of the girl and so my brain started singing to me a song I liked on my lovely holiday which I really enjoyed and was good for all my health mental and physical to sort of comfort me after my painful nightmare, the power of music and the brain 🙂

Still does anyone know how out of nowhere mainly in the car but sometimes it happens to me in the shower you suddenly hear a song you know in your head and sing it really well even remember lyrics you dont know ect unfortunately I didn’t get the full effect this morning and I wonder if its a growing up thing like Nostalgia ect while the brain is developing since I am sure it happend more when I was a kid sort of cool but strange ha 🙂

I know this is the music thread and I should be beat boxing, jamming to a tune ect haha but I just thought what about when music just springs on us and wanted to let you all know how/why I woke up with my brain singing to myself, music is cool 🙂

Take care everyone stay positive hugs 🙂

Regards – Declan Sargent

[Oochillyo @replies]

hey everyone 🙂 how are you all 🙂

I know this is the film section but I couldn’t see a game section, I was just wondering if anyone would like to join me in GTA 5 Online or just message and talk wth messgaes on PS4, I have been trying to make space for a while today, deleting games ect and hopefully since a month or so I finally have enough space for the update and then online and was thinking since everyone here is soo friendly and cool maybe it would be nice to ‘hang out’ in a game and its quicker too as we are all in various time zones but gaming ect means there no waiting about you know.

If this is a good/allowed idea and anyone is interested let me know here in this section of film yes or a message to me thank you 🙂

In film wise I just watched for the 2nd or 3rd time Little Monsters 1989 🙂 love that film and the main kid actor in it I always love him in films and he is very talented, good little spooky film, very adventurous for the time but core message about friendships and sort of dont judge people and help others to be better all of which is sweet 🙂

Really like the music in it too like the batting scene and the ending scene and love 80’s music well most older music such as the time I messaged about the song from Career Oppurtunites, I recently was talking to 2 kinda friend a few days after getting back or before leaving for the holiday and was in a down mood but music was helping and just telling them songs and then Star Girl and the song from that film 🙂 soo all good and good think for music

Take care everyone hugs 🙂

Regards – Declan Sargent

[Oochillyo @replies]

hey everyone, how are you all 🙂

I know this could all be one but just wanted to put the first part there and then have the explanation which is –

P.S. I wrote this on a different site first (the one I had to leave for over a year as I was threatened on it) nobody here has threatened me or such 🙂

hey everyone , how are you all 

I havnt been on this site for over a year, got threatened off and hurt, I am only back now cause I am more hurt and alone, good times and bad times always but there is no comfort through the bad times.

I got back from a really good family type holiday for a week with no internet ect just more out doors ect and with all my extended family ect was very good for my health and take the stress off of me, now I am back and its back to stress, I dont wanna life a live full of this and complain but I just want to talk about it

My driving practice first time back in over a week and it was going soo well, I nailed parking again and all good and then it just got rubbish at the end little things and then the stress of the teacher and the mistakes made more mistakes and all in all back to square one rubbish, never a lesson that goes well anymore and its the same stupid mistakes each time for once I was happy in my lesson and felt proud I was doing soo well at everything I was nervous about or messed up last time and yet again something has to go wrong.

Number two which is why I am here and pretty angry, we went away and had a family friend stay to look after the house, and since being back yet again my stuff has disappeared, all my drawings of Pokemon hours and hours of nights spent working on ideas and designs and getting better at drawing all wasted, they seem lost again, even some of things my family own are missing, and literally I have a small like chest box with two locks (they are pull up pull down locks) not padlocked, but I put two or three comic books in there, locked it , and placed it in the bottom section of my wardrobe and now I am back I open the box and its all empty inside, I am sick of every time someone goes through my room my stuff vanishes, I put my stuff where I know where it is and in some cases like packing to move abroad all the stuff in my box I packed my self is there but anything that was on my wall, or in cub board ect ect something allways goes, I am sick of whoever goes through my stuff losing it and claiming they know where it is which never is accurate.

Couple months back, I was in my driving lesson, and when I got home my Brothers friend and my family had gone through my room to clean it all and like all my stuff for some reason and since then about 50 or so drawings, of people I love, a really cool landscape, animal drawings ect ect just gone I have no idea where they are and they dont know either, I have been working on Pokemon drawings and loving it and getting better at drawing creastures ect and scale, I have 1 red folder I put a lot of favs I drew in there whilst I was working on the amount and order of Pokemon for my own list, I had about 5 pieces of paper in plastic sheets glue tacked to my wall with the ones I am happy with the order ect ect and it was nice, since then I had to move out my room as it was re painted, so they were re blue takced in the room I am in now, then we went on holiday for a week last week and a few days, and I am back and they are literally gone, even the plastic sheets, just some blue tack on the wall where they used to be and these were some of my favs like my hedgog idea and the starters and I dont know if I have picutures of them all if they are really gone and I am not Vincent Van Goth I cant re draw them perfect again and not from memory.

I am sick as anything that each time someone moves my stuff around it goes, or nobody asks me to look at the things we are leaving behind vs the packing items and they too just disappear and get taken to the dump or a charity, I lost child hood items and memories with it and I cried and I have tried to recover from that and the time people lost my own stuff through cleaning my room when I wasnt there or aware of that taking place, and now I have likely lost 60+ drawings of my own Pokemon and ideas because they were not in my red book instead being on my wall, and my few comics that were in a lockable chest box inside the bottom of a cupboard its not like its saying this is in the junk pile throw away who goes through someone’s cupboards when they are on Holiday and even clearly meant to keep items safe box chests and the stuff now goes missing.

I just feel like giving up drawing and painting, my teacher told my parents and pick your subjects day that I was slow and basically rubbish and she didnt see any potentioal in me picking that subject which crushed my art dreams and passion for years, then a nice girl I like she was way better at drawing than me but re sparked my passion , I drew her, ect and the Pokemon ideas, since then she got very passive agressive ect and we dont talk, I got hacked on Instagram so lost all my friends and posts there such as my beach with friends, cool clouds ect just nice pretty phots of holidays and landscaps ect all my style just gone, and now the last starw my Pokemon desgins for my own region that I actuall wrote Pokedex entries on and was a lovable passion of my drawing about 60 as I say on those 5 sheets have gone and I just feel like whats the point in ever drawing anything or painting again as everyone thinks its rubbish and just cause its little animal like drawings on paper its worth throwing away or writing on,

I am sick of the driving lessons going well then every time its the same stupid problems and I feel like I am wasting my teachers time who had m Brother who was much better and actually had practice behfore hand, nobody gave me practice opertunites just one day where I stalled the car ect and that was years ago, so I am like from scratch and it goes well but then you stall or go round something in the wrong gear and the week before the holiday my teacher even suggested I should just quit and I dont enjoy it so I wont learn so even she doesnt see the potential in me just to learn to drive not be a pro or anything, and it was all going soo well on the week back untill bit by bit it got worse and worse, my drawings people dont care about and they all ways dissapera, even other things that are mine but I spent hours and hours practice on a passion my own art teacher told me to give up on and for what for them to get thrown away and how is someone a family friend keeping our house safe the same person who moves all these things and the comic books out of a cleary stored situation

I just wanna be good at something and everyone just keeps tearing down my passions that I am getting better at yet forcing me to do things I am really struggling with like the driving which I have cried afterwards and in a lesson once cause its always the same issues stopping me from progressing and wasting everyones time in addition to the passive agressive nature of my teacher who I feel doesnt wanna teach me no more and practially said its somthing I should give up on.

I have my good days, my good ideas and hobbies and yet its like cause I am nothing not famous or whatver my hobbies therefore mean nothing and have no vaule to anyone else and cause its just drawings they think it can be thrown away or its nothing to worry about when it goes missing.

I want to say again I have my red book of drawings but the ones on my wall my Pokemon ones that werent in the book cause I dont have anymore platic sheets with the holes in to secure to the red book/folder and my tons of drawings of people, landscapes, animals, cartoon ideas ect ect that were all on my shelf so I could reach them if I need to work on them ect everything that wasnt in the red book which is 27 pages as I just counted baring in mind the red book as some sketches, drawings that arent Pokemon works in progress ect and about from 3 pages each has just 2 or 3 Pokemon on them as I work out more ideas and not clutter these pages so its a lot less than my wall Pokemon that were full of lines of Pokemon all the way down and types ect ect so thats a lot more lost than I have, I just really hate nothing that belongs to me espically art wise seems secure in my own family home and I really think I will quit drawing till I have my own home cause it all just goes and if I dont have any photos of all the Pokemon I drew I might just scrape my own region idea all together as I cant remember or re draw 60+ ideas perfectly and its a big gap in what I had and the order and the types ect ect the aniamls and inspirations that blend into the drawings urgh just I like art and I had my drawing and art re sparked my passion for it but bit by bit from people telling me I am nothing or falling out with me and being better to just losing about 65+ pages of work and hours jus think I am done with it, nobody except me cares about it, I’m not famous with my art so its not saved for ever and people keep losing the hours and hours of art I work on.

I’ve already lost soo much possessions ect I had for years or recent cause we are moving and you have to cut down, but people dont let me look through it just one day someone has gone through it and it goes away in the dump or someone else a family friend is given it or a Chairty shop, nobody just askes me whats this or what about this one ect so I can go through it and work out whats to keep and not and all the boxes for moving are full of anything they are not labelled or gone through as a family so I have no idea whats in there or if someone has packed away my drawings as they claim or they are fully lost just tired of wasting my limited life on something I liked but is pointless to the world and goes missing all the time 

Thank you anyone for listening and letting me talk about all ups and downs, hope I’m not alone all day and please take care of everyone you love and know and yourselves too and check on people they may value your company at that time 🙂

Regards – Declan Sargent

[Oochillyo @replies]

hey everyone, how are you all 🙂

I bet some people here think I am fake or like the boy who cried wolf, often I am very happy, other times I wrote a lot about my down points and then I am back to happy, well not today just down down all the way.

Regards – Declan Sargent

[Oochillyo @replies]

hey everyone 🙂 how are you all 🙂

I just wanna spread happiness I guess ha, like I was starting to feel down and fed up with people, they just waste my time ect when I’m trying to find 🙂 someone 🙂

Then just before bed saw this one profile (yeah online there’s nearly 0 good possible people to be with near me) hope that makes sense cause dont wanna ramble into why, anyway was nearly going to bed and just saw this one profile by someone called Stacey 🙂 she is gorgeous and pretty at the same time and whats better is so far like first impressions her bio was soo sweet and humble just made me smile after a rough like hour or 2 where filtering through the fake’s was starting to drag my mood down, I dont know if anything will come of this but I told my friend about her very quickly cause if it worked I would be delighted to be with someone like her and thats what I sort of wanted to talk about – love in a way if thats ok with everyone (I seem to be random topic generator ha 🙂 )

What do we love about people maybe the small things are more special like Stacey talking about learning to grow and a kiss on the doorstep 🙂 just sweet aspects of a person’s nature 🙂

I’ve got love is the sweetest thing song from James and the Giant Peace in my head now ha 🙂 good little tune 🙂

take care everyone stay positive and hope you all find a Stacey and love for you 🙂

Regards – Declan Sargent

[Oochillyo @replies]

hey everyone 🙂 how are you all 🙂

I was on a sort of holiday with my family for nearly a week with no internet, getting back wow soo much is going on in such a short space of time 🙂

So I just found out on BBC IPlayer you can find –

The Sarah Jane Adventures finally on BBC IPlayer 🙂 I am over the Moon of Poosh ha 🙂

Very happy it’s there and easily accessible, I’ve posted before asking if anyone knows where the show could be found/watched and I just felt locked out, but this suits me perfectly 🙂 looking forward to watching full episodes again not just clips and reactions 🙂 back to feeling young, have been stepping back into my childhood with soo much going on from T.V. to games ect just makes me smile how nice 🙂

Take care everyone hope you all find something to smile about and to happier times ahead 🙂

Regards – Declan Sargent

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